1 00:00:07,880 --> 00:00:23,190 [Music] 2 00:00:23,200 --> 00:00:26,160 you 3 00:00:31,840 --> 00:00:29,500 well thanks for coming thanks to KC 4 00:00:34,840 --> 00:00:31,850 Paragon father me it's my first time 5 00:00:38,620 --> 00:00:34,850 speaking I originally wasn't planning to 6 00:00:40,660 --> 00:00:38,630 to talk about anything I was just fine 7 00:00:43,000 --> 00:00:40,670 behind the camera interviewing all the 8 00:00:47,530 --> 00:00:43,010 other experiences and researchers and 9 00:00:50,530 --> 00:00:47,540 all that but contact for me has been 10 00:00:52,869 --> 00:00:50,540 ongoing and they always keep pushing me 11 00:00:55,119 --> 00:00:52,879 and keep giving me signs go talk go 12 00:00:56,799 --> 00:00:55,129 speak or talk is speak we're giving you 13 00:00:59,469 --> 00:00:56,809 this for a reason you have to go talk 14 00:01:01,380 --> 00:00:59,479 yes to go speak up like why me so I 15 00:01:04,329 --> 00:01:01,390 thought I did a good thing by just 16 00:01:08,140 --> 00:01:04,339 starting up your 4 hub it's a UFO hub 17 00:01:10,060 --> 00:01:08,150 net and I said well I'm just going to 18 00:01:12,610 --> 00:01:10,070 have you know all that you need to know 19 00:01:15,219 --> 00:01:12,620 in these videos I won't have to push 20 00:01:18,580 --> 00:01:15,229 anything on anyone people are interested 21 00:01:22,020 --> 00:01:18,590 in paranormal supernatural UFOs you name 22 00:01:25,600 --> 00:01:22,030 it there will be videos to watch and 23 00:01:29,679 --> 00:01:25,610 yeah it's been going on since late 2013 24 00:01:31,870 --> 00:01:29,689 but we're we are today so thanks for 25 00:01:34,480 --> 00:01:31,880 being here for my very first speech I 26 00:01:37,450 --> 00:01:34,490 guess well before I before I go on I 27 00:01:40,810 --> 00:01:37,460 actually have a little messages when of 28 00:01:45,069 --> 00:01:40,820 you know give to everyone what I will be 29 00:01:47,289 --> 00:01:45,079 talking about questions a lot questions 30 00:01:51,039 --> 00:01:47,299 on maybe almost anything you might have 31 00:01:53,349 --> 00:01:51,049 you know held as a true belief and it 32 00:01:54,880 --> 00:01:53,359 did that for me and so I just would like 33 00:01:55,599 --> 00:01:54,890 to let you know that whatever I'm 34 00:01:58,840 --> 00:01:55,609 talking about 35 00:02:00,789 --> 00:01:58,850 however convincing with however much 36 00:02:03,010 --> 00:02:00,799 conviction that I do it I just would 37 00:02:04,690 --> 00:02:03,020 like to know that I'm not attacking you 38 00:02:06,910 --> 00:02:04,700 or your personal beliefs because I've 39 00:02:08,950 --> 00:02:06,920 noticed just in my personal circles when 40 00:02:10,359 --> 00:02:08,960 people talk to me anytime I bring on 41 00:02:12,309 --> 00:02:10,369 something they'll question their 42 00:02:14,200 --> 00:02:12,319 religion or question the way they've 43 00:02:17,770 --> 00:02:14,210 been brought up they you know come get 44 00:02:20,110 --> 00:02:17,780 defensive so it's okay you can still go 45 00:02:22,240 --> 00:02:20,120 on have you beers after this and to go 46 00:02:24,550 --> 00:02:22,250 watch games and all that other stuff and 47 00:02:26,050 --> 00:02:24,560 just think of this 20 years from now is 48 00:02:30,430 --> 00:02:26,060 this one crazy do talking about 49 00:02:32,020 --> 00:02:30,440 something I didn't understand so what 50 00:02:34,030 --> 00:02:32,030 would that being said let's get into it 51 00:02:37,539 --> 00:02:34,040 what I what I specifically wanted to 52 00:02:38,830 --> 00:02:37,549 talk about is the actual process of 53 00:02:41,740 --> 00:02:38,840 contact 54 00:02:43,660 --> 00:02:41,750 and there's many things out there on the 55 00:02:47,890 --> 00:02:43,670 internet that you can go and watch and 56 00:02:50,199 --> 00:02:47,900 hear about and so so many races they're 57 00:02:53,760 --> 00:02:50,209 from all these planets this is what they 58 00:02:55,809 --> 00:02:53,770 eat this is what their ships look like 59 00:02:57,880 --> 00:02:55,819 everything and anything can possibly 60 00:03:00,100 --> 00:02:57,890 think of the Internet is saturated with 61 00:03:02,320 --> 00:03:00,110 it but it means something I've noticed 62 00:03:04,660 --> 00:03:02,330 that it didn't help me any as much 63 00:03:06,970 --> 00:03:04,670 knowledge as I've gained as much 64 00:03:08,559 --> 00:03:06,980 understanding that I've gained it's none 65 00:03:11,440 --> 00:03:08,569 of it touched on what I was going 66 00:03:14,770 --> 00:03:11,450 through and for me it's been a process 67 00:03:19,479 --> 00:03:14,780 for about since I was 15 I'm 33 years 68 00:03:22,300 --> 00:03:19,489 old now and each year I've grown a lot 69 00:03:26,110 --> 00:03:22,310 more understood a lot more and it 70 00:03:27,759 --> 00:03:26,120 sometimes it distance me from my friends 71 00:03:29,770 --> 00:03:27,769 and family but at the same time I 72 00:03:32,620 --> 00:03:29,780 gathered or gained new friends and 73 00:03:33,940 --> 00:03:32,630 family members that understood that at 74 00:03:42,339 --> 00:03:33,950 times they were going through the very 75 00:03:44,170 --> 00:03:42,349 same thing so the what I wanted to 76 00:03:48,400 --> 00:03:44,180 specifically talk about and this can be 77 00:03:50,560 --> 00:03:48,410 applied for the contact in general for 78 00:03:52,300 --> 00:03:50,570 the whole planet and it's just something 79 00:03:54,460 --> 00:03:52,310 that some few terms that I've coined 80 00:03:58,030 --> 00:03:54,470 myself it's basically the five stages of 81 00:03:59,800 --> 00:03:58,040 contact which is the consciousness touch 82 00:04:03,550 --> 00:03:59,810 and I explained to what it means later 83 00:04:06,520 --> 00:04:03,560 it's I know it sounds weird then stage 84 00:04:10,180 --> 00:04:06,530 two would be for a first contact then 85 00:04:12,970 --> 00:04:10,190 you have channeling and then stage four 86 00:04:15,210 --> 00:04:12,980 you'd had dreams and then stage five 87 00:04:19,840 --> 00:04:15,220 which would be eventual physical contact 88 00:04:21,789 --> 00:04:19,850 and I'll going to the details of why why 89 00:04:23,350 --> 00:04:21,799 those steps are necessary it's not 90 00:04:25,210 --> 00:04:23,360 something that they've come up with but 91 00:04:27,219 --> 00:04:25,220 because of my experiences and generally 92 00:04:30,370 --> 00:04:27,229 what I've seen that's been going on with 93 00:04:32,050 --> 00:04:30,380 different contactees I figured it's a 94 00:04:34,990 --> 00:04:32,060 process that people can relate to or 95 00:04:37,540 --> 00:04:35,000 against the side that we call our ego 96 00:04:40,960 --> 00:04:37,550 mind you always need steps and processes 97 00:04:46,000 --> 00:04:40,970 we need you know 10 steps or better you 98 00:04:48,580 --> 00:04:46,010 12 step program 3 steps to finding a new 99 00:04:51,370 --> 00:04:48,590 job you always like this 1 2 3 type 100 00:04:51,999 --> 00:04:51,380 steps and so I figured well why not turn 101 00:04:54,040 --> 00:04:52,009 this into an 102 00:04:56,109 --> 00:04:54,050 the step thing now these things 103 00:04:56,350 --> 00:04:56,119 individually have existed for quite some 104 00:04:59,559 --> 00:04:56,360 time 105 00:05:02,649 --> 00:04:59,569 you have Chandler's there have been 106 00:05:04,749 --> 00:05:02,659 channeling since 16 15 century during 107 00:05:08,200 --> 00:05:04,759 this there's been books about them and 108 00:05:11,290 --> 00:05:08,210 they always went by different names you 109 00:05:13,029 --> 00:05:11,300 have dreams where people would talk 110 00:05:16,029 --> 00:05:13,039 about dreams and saying oh I dreamt 111 00:05:17,950 --> 00:05:16,039 about my dead grandmother or my dead 112 00:05:20,439 --> 00:05:17,960 father and they've come to me and given 113 00:05:24,549 --> 00:05:20,449 me some messages and that help me out or 114 00:05:27,369 --> 00:05:24,559 something and then you have first 115 00:05:29,769 --> 00:05:27,379 contact specifically which would be 116 00:05:32,439 --> 00:05:29,779 people that would say I was driving down 117 00:05:36,549 --> 00:05:32,449 the highway and I saw a ship fly by or I 118 00:05:38,409 --> 00:05:36,559 saw an alien just appeared in front of 119 00:05:40,059 --> 00:05:38,419 me and they told me they're calm and 120 00:05:42,070 --> 00:05:40,069 peace and you know you have all these 121 00:05:43,209 --> 00:05:42,080 general stories that you'll get out 122 00:05:46,480 --> 00:05:43,219 there on the Internet 123 00:05:48,279 --> 00:05:46,490 and then what I specifically want to 124 00:05:51,659 --> 00:05:48,289 also set out with which obviously is 125 00:05:56,739 --> 00:05:51,669 number one is the consciousness touch 126 00:05:59,920 --> 00:05:56,749 and what I mean by that and I hope I 127 00:06:03,129 --> 00:05:59,930 don't pick anybody out contact has 128 00:06:09,459 --> 00:06:03,139 already occurred contact has been going 129 00:06:11,469 --> 00:06:09,469 on for a few decades for now we've child 130 00:06:13,719 --> 00:06:11,479 I'm still trying to ask him trying to 131 00:06:16,679 --> 00:06:13,729 figure out when it exactly happened but 132 00:06:18,939 --> 00:06:16,689 the way they describe is that our 133 00:06:22,420 --> 00:06:18,949 consciousness the way we operate on this 134 00:06:24,850 --> 00:06:22,430 level what we call our reality is very 135 00:06:27,239 --> 00:06:24,860 engrained in certain rules very 136 00:06:30,939 --> 00:06:27,249 ingrained in such a certain procedures 137 00:06:34,509 --> 00:06:30,949 for example we have you know presume the 138 00:06:36,189 --> 00:06:34,519 stage and you can touch just the podium 139 00:06:38,469 --> 00:06:36,199 and you know it's wood do you have the 140 00:06:40,570 --> 00:06:38,479 chair you can sit down on it and it's 141 00:06:43,480 --> 00:06:40,580 and you're very sure that that's a chair 142 00:06:46,449 --> 00:06:43,490 I'm walking on the ground there's a door 143 00:06:48,579 --> 00:06:46,459 these walls are here so I always have to 144 00:06:50,829 --> 00:06:48,589 go through the door and so our minds 145 00:06:53,739 --> 00:06:50,839 always have these rules that we hold 146 00:06:54,850 --> 00:06:53,749 ourselves by we follow these rules we 147 00:06:57,189 --> 00:06:54,860 have to if we want to go somewhere 148 00:06:59,230 --> 00:06:57,199 belong distances we have to use some 149 00:07:03,249 --> 00:06:59,240 kind of vehicle whether it be bike a car 150 00:07:05,839 --> 00:07:03,259 they are playing you name it so 151 00:07:08,959 --> 00:07:05,849 what happened was when their 152 00:07:12,950 --> 00:07:08,969 consciousness sort of met ours we 153 00:07:14,839 --> 00:07:12,960 weren't quite ready for it and you can 154 00:07:17,799 --> 00:07:14,849 see that in the movies movies you can 155 00:07:21,100 --> 00:07:17,809 kind of look at as the collective 156 00:07:23,929 --> 00:07:21,110 representation of a subconscious and 157 00:07:26,299 --> 00:07:23,939 that initial change in this and that 158 00:07:30,709 --> 00:07:26,309 vibration between theirs and ours has 159 00:07:33,230 --> 00:07:30,719 been always met with hostility every 160 00:07:34,999 --> 00:07:33,240 every alien movie will watch nowadays 161 00:07:37,909 --> 00:07:35,009 it's always something about their coming 162 00:07:40,249 --> 00:07:37,919 to attack to come and to take over they 163 00:07:42,139 --> 00:07:40,259 want our resources and all these movies 164 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:42,149 are fun to watch but it's actually a 165 00:07:47,299 --> 00:07:44,610 representation of how we collectively 166 00:07:49,010 --> 00:07:47,309 are how we perceive that difference in 167 00:07:51,139 --> 00:07:49,020 that energy so it's something 168 00:07:53,360 --> 00:07:51,149 threatening to us we don't understand it 169 00:07:56,929 --> 00:07:53,370 so we applied these symbols to it and 170 00:08:01,070 --> 00:07:56,939 these symbols are like the movies and 171 00:08:02,089 --> 00:08:01,080 even many times form contactees it was 172 00:08:06,350 --> 00:08:02,099 something that I was going through 173 00:08:08,989 --> 00:08:06,360 myself before I kind of break contact of 174 00:08:11,839 --> 00:08:08,999 a broke apart from from the specific 175 00:08:13,730 --> 00:08:11,849 religion I started growing up in a 176 00:08:16,760 --> 00:08:13,740 Muslim family so they have their own 177 00:08:18,829 --> 00:08:16,770 beliefs about Allah and demons and all 178 00:08:20,839 --> 00:08:18,839 these other things and although I was 179 00:08:24,139 --> 00:08:20,849 questioned it it always thought that I 180 00:08:26,179 --> 00:08:24,149 was independently you know thinking abut 181 00:08:28,159 --> 00:08:26,189 independently for myself and I knew 182 00:08:29,809 --> 00:08:28,169 exactly which way I want to go I want to 183 00:08:32,170 --> 00:08:29,819 researches for myself I don't want to 184 00:08:34,819 --> 00:08:32,180 just take someone else's word for it 185 00:08:38,480 --> 00:08:34,829 it's still affected me a great deal and 186 00:08:42,110 --> 00:08:38,490 what happened initially was when these 187 00:08:44,149 --> 00:08:42,120 different changes start occurring when 188 00:08:46,579 --> 00:08:44,159 you just their physical presence it 189 00:08:48,949 --> 00:08:46,589 could be some way from here to that door 190 00:08:52,930 --> 00:08:48,959 it already starts to affect you you 191 00:08:56,389 --> 00:08:52,940 start to almost go into this process of 192 00:08:58,309 --> 00:08:56,399 like you're dreaming you would stop and 193 00:08:59,780 --> 00:08:58,319 see is this really what's going on you 194 00:09:01,280 --> 00:08:59,790 know you would you would all the sudden 195 00:09:03,769 --> 00:09:01,290 question the things that you know for a 196 00:09:06,230 --> 00:09:03,779 fact are real and you can touch just 197 00:09:08,269 --> 00:09:06,240 within that that proximity you start to 198 00:09:11,660 --> 00:09:08,279 question your own reality also wait am I 199 00:09:13,610 --> 00:09:11,670 still dreaming or am I you know awake or 200 00:09:16,910 --> 00:09:13,620 what what just happened so the closer 201 00:09:19,460 --> 00:09:16,920 and closer they get physically 202 00:09:21,650 --> 00:09:19,470 we start to get all these things that 203 00:09:23,720 --> 00:09:21,660 come up from within us that we've been 204 00:09:26,600 --> 00:09:23,730 hiding individually and collectively 205 00:09:28,430 --> 00:09:26,610 from ourselves and there are all those 206 00:09:33,590 --> 00:09:28,440 things you know you've heard before 207 00:09:35,780 --> 00:09:33,600 we're all one for example the you know 208 00:09:37,610 --> 00:09:35,790 the only true thing that exists out 209 00:09:40,430 --> 00:09:37,620 there is love you know all these things 210 00:09:42,050 --> 00:09:40,440 we'll always heard about but we just 211 00:09:44,600 --> 00:09:42,060 hear it it sounds great and we'll leave 212 00:09:47,090 --> 00:09:44,610 it be it's not something that we sit and 213 00:09:48,920 --> 00:09:47,100 ponder about and feel about it and say 214 00:09:51,379 --> 00:09:48,930 how does this apply to me we don't 215 00:09:55,370 --> 00:09:51,389 usually do that in our personal lives or 216 00:09:56,930 --> 00:09:55,380 at least most people don't and so the 217 00:09:59,509 --> 00:09:56,940 clothes thing clothes today they get to 218 00:10:02,600 --> 00:09:59,519 you it's something that that's been 219 00:10:05,060 --> 00:10:02,610 happening to me specifically they will 220 00:10:07,550 --> 00:10:05,070 come to a point and then they would stop 221 00:10:10,069 --> 00:10:07,560 they'll come to a point and we'll stop 222 00:10:13,340 --> 00:10:10,079 so I would always be left right there 223 00:10:15,920 --> 00:10:13,350 right in that right on that cusp between 224 00:10:18,319 --> 00:10:15,930 my reality and theirs to where I would 225 00:10:21,110 --> 00:10:18,329 officially see something or officially 226 00:10:23,840 --> 00:10:21,120 make contact with something and so then 227 00:10:24,769 --> 00:10:23,850 I would go to bed and then I would then 228 00:10:26,810 --> 00:10:24,779 all of a sudden get all these 229 00:10:29,150 --> 00:10:26,820 visitations and all these different 230 00:10:31,579 --> 00:10:29,160 beings they would you know appear and 231 00:10:33,470 --> 00:10:31,589 talk and discuss things and things I'm 232 00:10:36,139 --> 00:10:33,480 supposed to know about I'm very well 233 00:10:38,780 --> 00:10:36,149 aware of things I'm not supposed to know 234 00:10:41,000 --> 00:10:38,790 it seems like that the ego they add add 235 00:10:42,680 --> 00:10:41,010 none that I am would almost be kind of 236 00:10:44,060 --> 00:10:42,690 pushed aside and different version of me 237 00:10:46,519 --> 00:10:44,070 would come out and discuss things with 238 00:10:49,340 --> 00:10:46,529 them and then it goes away and I get to 239 00:10:50,509 --> 00:10:49,350 again interact with them now in the 240 00:10:52,970 --> 00:10:50,519 beginning I always thought that there 241 00:10:55,970 --> 00:10:52,980 was something very deceitful about it 242 00:10:58,400 --> 00:10:55,980 that it was something you know that it 243 00:11:03,559 --> 00:10:58,410 wasn't fair if I was felt left behind 244 00:11:05,840 --> 00:11:03,569 and as as time progressed I started to 245 00:11:07,910 --> 00:11:05,850 understand that I was not supposed to 246 00:11:10,400 --> 00:11:07,920 know certain information at this time at 247 00:11:14,090 --> 00:11:10,410 least the portion of me that's called 248 00:11:15,769 --> 00:11:14,100 admin the one that thinks you know he 249 00:11:18,259 --> 00:11:15,779 was born in Bosnia grew up in Germany 250 00:11:20,569 --> 00:11:18,269 now lives in the United States has all 251 00:11:23,030 --> 00:11:20,579 these weird experiences started website 252 00:11:25,430 --> 00:11:23,040 about UFOs that's all the the side of 253 00:11:27,860 --> 00:11:25,440 the the ego side of Adnan there's a 254 00:11:29,340 --> 00:11:27,870 whole portion of me and every single one 255 00:11:32,130 --> 00:11:29,350 of us has that 256 00:11:34,260 --> 00:11:32,140 that is there is constantly talking to 257 00:11:37,080 --> 00:11:34,270 us is constantly guiding us it's the one 258 00:11:42,440 --> 00:11:37,090 that came to learn certain experiences 259 00:11:45,480 --> 00:11:42,450 in life and this experiences could be 260 00:11:47,790 --> 00:11:45,490 could be as simple as you know being 261 00:11:50,130 --> 00:11:47,800 being a poor man on the street in India 262 00:11:52,620 --> 00:11:50,140 and simply living out a life like that 263 00:11:55,170 --> 00:11:52,630 now when we think about that and from 264 00:11:57,450 --> 00:11:55,180 our point of view it's a that's a pretty 265 00:11:59,400 --> 00:11:57,460 messed-up way to be that's you know why 266 00:12:01,830 --> 00:11:59,410 would anyone choose to be poor and live 267 00:12:03,300 --> 00:12:01,840 out an entire life in poverty but when 268 00:12:06,750 --> 00:12:03,310 you understand it from a higher point of 269 00:12:08,730 --> 00:12:06,760 view before you come here you already 270 00:12:10,620 --> 00:12:08,740 and you know you understand what's going 271 00:12:12,900 --> 00:12:10,630 on you understand how the game is going 272 00:12:14,700 --> 00:12:12,910 to be played you understand who your 273 00:12:18,390 --> 00:12:14,710 parents are going to be you understand 274 00:12:20,580 --> 00:12:18,400 the path you want to take and so it all 275 00:12:22,530 --> 00:12:20,590 looks nice and easy you know looking at 276 00:12:25,470 --> 00:12:22,540 the plan from top but then when you're 277 00:12:27,240 --> 00:12:25,480 within this the sight of this plane you 278 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:27,250 forget about that as part of that game 279 00:12:31,890 --> 00:12:30,010 it's part of you know you you have this 280 00:12:34,410 --> 00:12:31,900 what's called the ego creation you've 281 00:12:35,970 --> 00:12:34,420 become you know baby you have you know 282 00:12:38,580 --> 00:12:35,980 get your food you learn how to walk how 283 00:12:41,490 --> 00:12:38,590 to talk learn a specific language that 284 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:41,500 that you have to learn in your case it 285 00:12:47,760 --> 00:12:43,930 would be English in my case Bosnian and 286 00:12:51,780 --> 00:12:47,770 German and English later on and so you 287 00:12:55,160 --> 00:12:51,790 basically have all these things there 288 00:12:58,920 --> 00:12:55,170 are not so much tests it's mainly 289 00:13:00,480 --> 00:12:58,930 experiences to be had and I was always 290 00:13:03,210 --> 00:13:00,490 wondering about I said what's the point 291 00:13:05,250 --> 00:13:03,220 of these experiences then why it seems 292 00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:05,260 almost kind of pointless if you already 293 00:13:09,720 --> 00:13:06,970 know all that you need to know and you 294 00:13:10,890 --> 00:13:09,730 already you know why calm down and kind 295 00:13:16,970 --> 00:13:10,900 of revert backwards 296 00:13:20,790 --> 00:13:16,980 well the way I the way I excel fwah I 297 00:13:23,460 --> 00:13:20,800 came across a it comes to the channeling 298 00:13:26,940 --> 00:13:23,470 specifically came across a Darrell Inca 299 00:13:29,880 --> 00:13:26,950 and he channeled Bashara and that was 300 00:13:32,100 --> 00:13:29,890 very different at that time for me from 301 00:13:33,930 --> 00:13:32,110 what I was hearing about UFOs because 302 00:13:36,480 --> 00:13:33,940 initially I started out I want to know 303 00:13:38,100 --> 00:13:36,490 about you know how fast they fly what 304 00:13:40,590 --> 00:13:38,110 kind of material they made out of 305 00:13:41,440 --> 00:13:40,600 you know do they literally a thought 306 00:13:47,560 --> 00:13:41,450 that I had 307 00:13:52,180 --> 00:13:47,570 do they use balsa rivets you know and so 308 00:13:54,070 --> 00:13:52,190 as time went on you know I had to I was 309 00:13:55,300 --> 00:13:54,080 constantly being pulled you know 310 00:13:57,870 --> 00:13:55,310 speaking of your higher-self 311 00:14:00,580 --> 00:13:57,880 in to look at the paranormal look at the 312 00:14:03,370 --> 00:14:00,590 supernatural look at the the ethereal 313 00:14:05,680 --> 00:14:03,380 type stuff no no I want your folks 314 00:14:07,330 --> 00:14:05,690 I want the hard stuff you know give me 315 00:14:08,710 --> 00:14:07,340 give me the aliens though the 316 00:14:10,840 --> 00:14:08,720 cool-looking ones the ones with two 317 00:14:14,740 --> 00:14:10,850 heads and four legs you know and all 318 00:14:16,810 --> 00:14:14,750 kinds of stuff and it just kept 319 00:14:21,760 --> 00:14:16,820 diverting me back to that back to that 320 00:14:23,590 --> 00:14:21,770 so when I came across Bashar I was they 321 00:14:25,990 --> 00:14:23,600 would it was really weird they would 322 00:14:28,420 --> 00:14:26,000 this being that's called bashar is 323 00:14:31,420 --> 00:14:28,430 claimed to be one of the five hybrid 324 00:14:33,460 --> 00:14:31,430 races which basically is you've probably 325 00:14:35,140 --> 00:14:33,470 heard about all the jokes about anal 326 00:14:37,060 --> 00:14:35,150 probing and all that other stuff about 327 00:14:40,650 --> 00:14:37,070 the Grace and the stuff that they 328 00:14:43,620 --> 00:14:40,660 generally what we know them to do and 329 00:14:46,030 --> 00:14:43,630 they behind that it's actually a a 330 00:14:49,420 --> 00:14:46,040 program that's been going on for quite a 331 00:14:52,360 --> 00:14:49,430 while now but what blew my mind is that 332 00:14:54,760 --> 00:14:52,370 that program is not anything against our 333 00:14:57,100 --> 00:14:54,770 will and this is the first time that 334 00:14:59,200 --> 00:14:57,110 have to bring up that in case any of you 335 00:15:01,420 --> 00:14:59,210 had experiences I'm only speaking from 336 00:15:03,310 --> 00:15:01,430 my point of view so I'm not diminishing 337 00:15:06,910 --> 00:15:03,320 anyone's experience in this room if you 338 00:15:09,010 --> 00:15:06,920 have had them we all make these 339 00:15:11,350 --> 00:15:09,020 different plants with these different 340 00:15:14,410 --> 00:15:11,360 beings because two they're only 341 00:15:16,060 --> 00:15:14,420 appearing to be alien to us but what 342 00:15:19,270 --> 00:15:16,070 they're actually are for lack of a 343 00:15:21,700 --> 00:15:19,280 better word is simply spirit and they 344 00:15:23,320 --> 00:15:21,710 can have different forms there's certain 345 00:15:26,470 --> 00:15:23,330 groups of spirits that get together and 346 00:15:28,240 --> 00:15:26,480 I guess we call them race another group 347 00:15:30,310 --> 00:15:28,250 of spirits you know we'll call them the 348 00:15:33,550 --> 00:15:30,320 Pleiadians and there's another group of 349 00:15:35,470 --> 00:15:33,560 spirits we call themselves human and so 350 00:15:37,600 --> 00:15:35,480 each one of these is having their own 351 00:15:46,420 --> 00:15:37,610 individual experiences in their own way 352 00:15:51,360 --> 00:15:46,430 so what happened was that the the 353 00:15:59,650 --> 00:15:53,710 trying to find a good way to put to see 354 00:16:02,190 --> 00:15:59,660 you guys so when they come down to to 355 00:16:04,900 --> 00:16:02,200 help they will talk about these very 356 00:16:07,270 --> 00:16:04,910 spiritual type things which threw me off 357 00:16:09,070 --> 00:16:07,280 they will discuss things with people and 358 00:16:11,080 --> 00:16:09,080 I'm talking about channeling 359 00:16:14,830 --> 00:16:11,090 specifically they would make agreements 360 00:16:16,540 --> 00:16:14,840 with the with the human to basically do 361 00:16:18,430 --> 00:16:16,550 the channeling at the time when they're 362 00:16:21,070 --> 00:16:18,440 ready and they would come through and 363 00:16:23,620 --> 00:16:21,080 discuss all these ideas and I was always 364 00:16:25,660 --> 00:16:23,630 confused about okay well we want content 365 00:16:27,430 --> 00:16:25,670 we want physical contact why are you 366 00:16:29,830 --> 00:16:27,440 talking to me about my relationship with 367 00:16:32,740 --> 00:16:29,840 my mother you know it's like I want 368 00:16:35,950 --> 00:16:32,750 contact why are you discussing my place 369 00:16:39,070 --> 00:16:35,960 at work and it didn't initially make 370 00:16:45,370 --> 00:16:39,080 sense but as I was listening more and 371 00:16:49,390 --> 00:16:45,380 more I understood that by changing who 372 00:16:52,240 --> 00:16:49,400 we are not not for not not I don't mean 373 00:16:54,670 --> 00:16:52,250 to change to be someone else but to 374 00:16:57,430 --> 00:16:54,680 become truly who we are to become the 375 00:16:59,260 --> 00:16:57,440 full beings that we can be it requires 376 00:17:01,720 --> 00:16:59,270 to look at all these aspects of our 377 00:17:03,579 --> 00:17:01,730 lives so if we have some issues with 378 00:17:06,790 --> 00:17:03,589 certain friends if we have some issues 379 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:06,800 with coworkers work environment whatever 380 00:17:12,490 --> 00:17:09,050 it may be it's important to work on 381 00:17:15,760 --> 00:17:12,500 those to come to a to a understanding 382 00:17:17,740 --> 00:17:15,770 between each other so that you can then 383 00:17:20,829 --> 00:17:17,750 learn the lesson that you need to learn 384 00:17:23,980 --> 00:17:20,839 and by doing that your vibration gets 385 00:17:26,590 --> 00:17:23,990 raised and that's that's the key 386 00:17:28,690 --> 00:17:26,600 when it comes to contact with aliens as 387 00:17:30,940 --> 00:17:28,700 we call them because the more you work 388 00:17:32,950 --> 00:17:30,950 on yourself and the more you you work 389 00:17:35,710 --> 00:17:32,960 towards bettering your life and 390 00:17:37,150 --> 00:17:35,720 understanding that you know there 391 00:17:39,820 --> 00:17:37,160 there's really no enemies out there 392 00:17:42,580 --> 00:17:39,830 there's just other people that trying to 393 00:17:44,590 --> 00:17:42,590 find the truth the same way you are some 394 00:17:47,170 --> 00:17:44,600 of them have gone far left some have 395 00:17:50,320 --> 00:17:47,180 gone far right but we are learning in 396 00:17:52,410 --> 00:17:50,330 our own separate ways so by 397 00:17:55,210 --> 00:17:52,420 understanding that raises your vibration 398 00:17:57,880 --> 00:17:55,220 so when your vibration is raised it 399 00:18:00,340 --> 00:17:57,890 makes it a lot easier now to deal with 400 00:18:01,299 --> 00:18:00,350 theirs because they because we like our 401 00:18:03,789 --> 00:18:01,309 you know 402 00:18:06,519 --> 00:18:03,799 speaking linearly they have to lower 403 00:18:10,480 --> 00:18:06,529 their vibration to meet up with ours 404 00:18:12,820 --> 00:18:10,490 if we best want to interact with them we 405 00:18:14,499 --> 00:18:12,830 simply go to sleep and trust that the 406 00:18:16,239 --> 00:18:14,509 dreams and interactions you're having in 407 00:18:19,779 --> 00:18:16,249 them it's an actual interaction you're 408 00:18:22,419 --> 00:18:19,789 having with other entities but we don't 409 00:18:23,919 --> 00:18:22,429 look at dreams in the same way look at 410 00:18:27,190 --> 00:18:23,929 dreams there's something as just the 411 00:18:28,629 --> 00:18:27,200 process of our brains it's a process of 412 00:18:32,320 --> 00:18:28,639 what's we've experienced the day before 413 00:18:33,970 --> 00:18:32,330 and so that's not real it's just all you 414 00:18:35,560 --> 00:18:33,980 know in my head and you wake up and 415 00:18:38,739 --> 00:18:35,570 you're like all right let's go go about 416 00:18:40,690 --> 00:18:38,749 our day but actually there's a lot of 417 00:18:43,239 --> 00:18:40,700 contact and a lot of interactions going 418 00:18:46,350 --> 00:18:43,249 on in our dreams so I will sleep during 419 00:18:49,029 --> 00:18:46,360 this period of contact even because 420 00:18:50,830 --> 00:18:49,039 because of the defence of migration and 421 00:18:55,049 --> 00:18:50,840 because of where we are they were 422 00:18:57,999 --> 00:18:55,059 constantly through channeling through 423 00:19:00,999 --> 00:18:58,009 contacting people that are that have 424 00:19:03,129 --> 00:19:01,009 made previous agreements to contact to 425 00:19:05,470 --> 00:19:03,139 be contacted interact with them so 426 00:19:06,879 --> 00:19:05,480 example to talk about these different 427 00:19:09,279 --> 00:19:06,889 races to give us the specific 428 00:19:11,919 --> 00:19:09,289 information they have been already 429 00:19:14,019 --> 00:19:11,929 designed with a certain vibration to be 430 00:19:16,720 --> 00:19:14,029 able to meet with them but majority of 431 00:19:18,460 --> 00:19:16,730 us are not ready and that's what's so 432 00:19:21,820 --> 00:19:18,470 difficult to understand because I 433 00:19:25,590 --> 00:19:21,830 absolutely love the subject I do it 434 00:19:27,970 --> 00:19:25,600 regardless the UFO hub and I wanted to I 435 00:19:30,399 --> 00:19:27,980 wanted to set it up and ways to where 436 00:19:32,619 --> 00:19:30,409 people can access what I do with your 4 437 00:19:39,159 --> 00:19:32,629 hub for free and thankfully it's YouTube 438 00:19:42,580 --> 00:19:39,169 it's possible and so having that that 439 00:19:44,230 --> 00:19:42,590 platform basically would would allow to 440 00:19:48,070 --> 00:19:44,240 just to get other people to get their 441 00:19:53,200 --> 00:19:48,080 vibration raised but I I was constantly 442 00:19:55,989 --> 00:19:53,210 I was constantly given a challenge and 443 00:19:57,549 --> 00:19:55,999 and they bring it up as called I guess 444 00:20:00,909 --> 00:19:57,559 for lack of a better word it's called a 445 00:20:02,619 --> 00:20:00,919 frequency going back to what what I was 446 00:20:04,480 --> 00:20:02,629 trying to explain earlier I would have 447 00:20:06,639 --> 00:20:04,490 certain a level of experiences it would 448 00:20:08,769 --> 00:20:06,649 lead up to a lead up to it and then it 449 00:20:10,029 --> 00:20:08,779 would stop I wouldn't I wouldn't 450 00:20:12,639 --> 00:20:10,039 actually go through the actual physical 451 00:20:14,740 --> 00:20:12,649 content like to give you an example I 452 00:20:17,890 --> 00:20:14,750 was coming home from 453 00:20:21,130 --> 00:20:17,900 from a UFO meeting actually in San Luis 454 00:20:23,080 --> 00:20:21,140 and I lived about an hour outside of San 455 00:20:24,820 --> 00:20:23,090 Luis at that time and so I've been 456 00:20:26,740 --> 00:20:24,830 begging for contact I mean I was like 457 00:20:28,540 --> 00:20:26,750 come on guys I've been in this since I 458 00:20:30,490 --> 00:20:28,550 was 15 just come on down what's the big 459 00:20:34,060 --> 00:20:30,500 deal is my head did to meet you you know 460 00:20:37,450 --> 00:20:34,070 and so in my dreams I would always have 461 00:20:40,420 --> 00:20:37,460 these visions of UFOs landing near force 462 00:20:41,890 --> 00:20:40,430 landing and then I would wake up in the 463 00:20:44,380 --> 00:20:41,900 middle of the night and I'll say okay 464 00:20:45,940 --> 00:20:44,390 well all right I get it I realize not to 465 00:20:48,460 --> 00:20:45,950 judge it that's just a dream that was 466 00:20:51,220 --> 00:20:48,470 supposed to be some kind of message so I 467 00:20:53,740 --> 00:20:51,230 was coming home from the meeting and I 468 00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:53,750 lived where I lived it was pretty much a 469 00:21:01,780 --> 00:20:55,970 wood in the area and I lived there for 470 00:21:04,060 --> 00:21:01,790 about since 2010 till about 2015 and it 471 00:21:07,210 --> 00:21:04,070 was the perfect area for me to just do 472 00:21:10,050 --> 00:21:07,220 whatever the hell I want it didn't it 473 00:21:12,580 --> 00:21:10,060 didn't matter didn't had to worry about 474 00:21:14,800 --> 00:21:12,590 people being in the house or being 475 00:21:17,800 --> 00:21:14,810 distractive doing whatever I just had my 476 00:21:21,040 --> 00:21:17,810 own space to do whatever I needed to do 477 00:21:24,010 --> 00:21:21,050 to understand this because I I wanted to 478 00:21:26,140 --> 00:21:24,020 it was this one low against the splinter 479 00:21:29,050 --> 00:21:26,150 in my mind that was saying the matrix 480 00:21:31,870 --> 00:21:29,060 that was constantly itching and I needed 481 00:21:34,120 --> 00:21:31,880 to scratch and it gave me the chance to 482 00:21:35,470 --> 00:21:34,130 settle going crazy out there looking 483 00:21:37,300 --> 00:21:35,480 things up in the Internet I could 484 00:21:42,340 --> 00:21:37,310 actually research it and do it on my own 485 00:21:45,960 --> 00:21:42,350 and so as I was lived we had a really 486 00:21:50,860 --> 00:21:45,970 bad storm that year it was 2000 and 487 00:21:54,190 --> 00:21:50,870 honestly 2011 and it was February so I 488 00:21:57,340 --> 00:21:54,200 was I couldn't the house from my 489 00:22:00,640 --> 00:21:57,350 driveway was about an acre apart and the 490 00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:00,650 the snowstorm was really bad so I parked 491 00:22:05,560 --> 00:22:02,930 the car on top and the second I got out 492 00:22:07,480 --> 00:22:05,570 I heard this buzzing and I looked over 493 00:22:09,850 --> 00:22:07,490 and I saw a red light and they just look 494 00:22:12,460 --> 00:22:09,860 like a regular helicopter so I was like 495 00:22:14,020 --> 00:22:12,470 okay that's how you know helicopter 496 00:22:14,740 --> 00:22:14,030 coming this way but they do nothing 497 00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:14,750 special 498 00:22:20,170 --> 00:22:17,930 so a kid buzzing and I took my boots and 499 00:22:22,750 --> 00:22:20,180 I was slowly starting to walk and as 500 00:22:24,320 --> 00:22:22,760 when I reached the halfway point they 501 00:22:26,750 --> 00:22:24,330 will say no 502 00:22:30,110 --> 00:22:26,760 where I could see the sky clearly and it 503 00:22:31,580 --> 00:22:30,120 was a full full moon and so I was 504 00:22:33,650 --> 00:22:31,590 standing there and I really had to pee 505 00:22:35,840 --> 00:22:33,660 at that time so I'm like alright let's 506 00:22:38,180 --> 00:22:35,850 go to the street do what I got to do and 507 00:22:40,370 --> 00:22:38,190 I'll go about my business well when I 508 00:22:43,070 --> 00:22:40,380 turned around this object now is come 509 00:22:46,940 --> 00:22:43,080 closer and it's still just a red ball 510 00:22:48,710 --> 00:22:46,950 now it's buzzing a lot harder and all of 511 00:22:51,590 --> 00:22:48,720 the sudden I started to question I said 512 00:22:54,430 --> 00:22:51,600 all right well this sounding bit 513 00:22:56,810 --> 00:22:54,440 different than regular helicopter chop 514 00:22:59,330 --> 00:22:56,820 it was coming closer so I was just 515 00:23:01,580 --> 00:22:59,340 standing there and I'm thinking I could 516 00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:01,590 be a helicopter that's uh you know 517 00:23:06,800 --> 00:23:04,050 probably from some kind of base going 518 00:23:08,810 --> 00:23:06,810 from some place to some place and I 519 00:23:11,300 --> 00:23:08,820 bring that up specifically just to 520 00:23:13,640 --> 00:23:11,310 giving the example the mind does 521 00:23:16,280 --> 00:23:13,650 everything and anything you can to give 522 00:23:18,380 --> 00:23:16,290 you something to define it you know it 523 00:23:20,510 --> 00:23:18,390 always wants to have been control all 524 00:23:22,040 --> 00:23:20,520 the time but is it it's a bird it's a 525 00:23:25,430 --> 00:23:22,050 plane it's a dish you know it's it's 526 00:23:27,500 --> 00:23:25,440 constantly just trying to to fit 527 00:23:31,430 --> 00:23:27,510 something that it can't understand into 528 00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:31,440 a box and that's the reason why I bring 529 00:23:36,560 --> 00:23:33,210 up my my little thought processes that 530 00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:36,570 I've been having so as this object was 531 00:23:40,820 --> 00:23:38,850 getting closer I just I still couldn't 532 00:23:43,160 --> 00:23:40,830 see the rest of the body so if this was 533 00:23:46,100 --> 00:23:43,170 a helicopter where's the you know the 534 00:23:49,490 --> 00:23:46,110 rest of the body with all all the bells 535 00:23:52,100 --> 00:23:49,500 and whistles on it and the second I 536 00:23:53,660 --> 00:23:52,110 stopped and really tried to look at it I 537 00:23:56,930 --> 00:23:53,670 said okay enough now I need to know what 538 00:23:59,540 --> 00:23:56,940 this is another red object about 50 feet 539 00:24:02,870 --> 00:23:59,550 apart just appeared out of nowhere and I 540 00:24:05,300 --> 00:24:02,880 just froze and it wasn't that they were 541 00:24:07,220 --> 00:24:05,310 doing something to me you trying to 542 00:24:09,830 --> 00:24:07,230 control me or anything it's just when 543 00:24:12,140 --> 00:24:09,840 their energy comes through it that's the 544 00:24:14,390 --> 00:24:12,150 physical effect it has on us and at 545 00:24:16,490 --> 00:24:14,400 least for me specifically that's what it 546 00:24:19,520 --> 00:24:16,500 did and that's when I realized like this 547 00:24:22,910 --> 00:24:19,530 is not an effing helicopter so and so 548 00:24:24,620 --> 00:24:22,920 here I was having the type of fear I 549 00:24:26,960 --> 00:24:24,630 can't describe to you it's a chill down 550 00:24:29,120 --> 00:24:26,970 your spine and you're just afraid it's 551 00:24:29,830 --> 00:24:29,130 bought downright afraid it doesn't 552 00:24:33,230 --> 00:24:29,840 matter 553 00:24:35,120 --> 00:24:33,240 how many movies you watched how well how 554 00:24:37,640 --> 00:24:35,130 good of a researcher you are you will 555 00:24:38,120 --> 00:24:37,650 simply just you freeze and you look at 556 00:24:44,270 --> 00:24:38,130 it 557 00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:44,280 closer and closer I could I regained my 558 00:24:49,549 --> 00:24:47,970 my control again and I for a second for 559 00:24:51,200 --> 00:24:49,559 a split second I wanted to run but off 560 00:24:54,140 --> 00:24:51,210 like no this is what you've been asking 561 00:24:57,770 --> 00:24:54,150 for it's happening just write it out 562 00:25:00,110 --> 00:24:57,780 so I stood there and I was so afraid as 563 00:25:02,600 --> 00:25:00,120 I just closed my eyes and as it was 564 00:25:04,850 --> 00:25:02,610 approaching you know I could off the 565 00:25:07,159 --> 00:25:04,860 sudden even you know how you have when 566 00:25:08,900 --> 00:25:07,169 you close your your eyes during the day 567 00:25:11,060 --> 00:25:08,910 and the sun's kind of peering through 568 00:25:12,890 --> 00:25:11,070 and it's all red it was that kind of 569 00:25:16,180 --> 00:25:12,900 energy that was given off it was still I 570 00:25:19,310 --> 00:25:16,190 could still see that through my eyes and 571 00:25:21,620 --> 00:25:19,320 then I said no I really wanted to have 572 00:25:24,100 --> 00:25:21,630 this experience and I opened it and all 573 00:25:27,140 --> 00:25:24,110 everything around me was almost like a 574 00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:27,150 like a water wave the whole reality 575 00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:29,970 almost like disconnected and it just 576 00:25:34,370 --> 00:25:32,010 kind of started waving and I just said 577 00:25:36,590 --> 00:25:34,380 okay I'm going to stand here this object 578 00:25:38,510 --> 00:25:36,600 just went to object basically they went 579 00:25:42,560 --> 00:25:38,520 like this and then simultaneously went 580 00:25:43,010 --> 00:25:42,570 to the left or my left and and that was 581 00:25:46,310 --> 00:25:43,020 it 582 00:25:48,560 --> 00:25:46,320 so as they went away I was I just all my 583 00:25:51,260 --> 00:25:48,570 fears went away everything was just fine 584 00:25:54,049 --> 00:25:51,270 and I'm back to reality I can touch 585 00:25:57,890 --> 00:25:54,059 stuff again it's all real were good so I 586 00:26:01,240 --> 00:25:57,900 went home and I was really mad I mean it 587 00:26:03,409 --> 00:26:01,250 was I don't know I was I was really 588 00:26:05,090 --> 00:26:03,419 imagining have something that's right in 589 00:26:07,430 --> 00:26:05,100 front of you but there's something that 590 00:26:11,060 --> 00:26:07,440 you wanted for for me at that time for 591 00:26:14,120 --> 00:26:11,070 at least what 10 15 years and I was 592 00:26:16,310 --> 00:26:14,130 afraid and I was so mad at myself 593 00:26:21,110 --> 00:26:16,320 because like why did why did this happen 594 00:26:24,830 --> 00:26:21,120 and so what that same night then when I 595 00:26:26,659 --> 00:26:24,840 went to when I went to bed hiding I was 596 00:26:28,850 --> 00:26:26,669 about to go to sleep and it's my 597 00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:28,860 experience that just to whatever happens 598 00:26:33,200 --> 00:26:30,450 to just trust it especially at that 599 00:26:36,310 --> 00:26:33,210 state right before you fall asleep and I 600 00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:36,320 just had this they always speak in in 601 00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:38,970 vibrations so it's it's not words that 602 00:26:43,340 --> 00:26:41,250 you'll hear it's more like a feeling but 603 00:26:45,740 --> 00:26:43,350 that feeling will have an entire book of 604 00:26:48,530 --> 00:26:45,750 information just from one feeling alone 605 00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:48,540 so that one feeling overcame me and it 606 00:26:51,379 --> 00:26:50,610 was just one simple sentence it's like 607 00:26:56,149 --> 00:26:51,389 see what 608 00:26:58,190 --> 00:26:56,159 and I just kind of said back it's like 609 00:27:00,049 --> 00:26:58,200 okay I know I understand you know by 610 00:27:02,539 --> 00:27:00,059 said but come back next time you know 611 00:27:05,959 --> 00:27:02,549 and so they since then they still have 612 00:27:08,239 --> 00:27:05,969 they would just appear you know they 613 00:27:10,399 --> 00:27:08,249 would certainly like man would walk and 614 00:27:12,379 --> 00:27:10,409 light will appear stop and then just go 615 00:27:13,940 --> 00:27:12,389 away and so there's just and then I'll 616 00:27:15,049 --> 00:27:13,950 feed the vibration again and they'll 617 00:27:16,789 --> 00:27:15,059 just be like you know it's just 618 00:27:19,009 --> 00:27:16,799 something like okay I'll just go about 619 00:27:21,349 --> 00:27:19,019 my business because I figured if there 620 00:27:23,060 --> 00:27:21,359 was supposed to be more they would have 621 00:27:28,190 --> 00:27:23,070 stopped and would have actually tried to 622 00:27:30,169 --> 00:27:28,200 interact more but um before I get too 623 00:27:34,279 --> 00:27:30,179 much off track I actually wanted to go 624 00:27:37,969 --> 00:27:34,289 back and discuss and discuss the the 625 00:27:42,949 --> 00:27:37,979 beliefs and which it which are a major 626 00:27:45,769 --> 00:27:42,959 point in in UFOs I would say even when 627 00:27:49,609 --> 00:27:45,779 it comes to the paranormal and even when 628 00:27:51,829 --> 00:27:49,619 it comes to you know crypto it's like 629 00:27:55,519 --> 00:27:51,839 Bigfoot or all the other creatures that 630 00:27:58,279 --> 00:27:55,529 we don't understand quite yet and try is 631 00:28:01,219 --> 00:27:58,289 that all these different things because 632 00:28:03,909 --> 00:28:01,229 they exist on a different level we have 633 00:28:07,999 --> 00:28:03,919 to we've kind of given ourselves a 634 00:28:10,430 --> 00:28:08,009 permission slip to be able to go crazy 635 00:28:12,799 --> 00:28:10,440 go over to that other side which most 636 00:28:14,899 --> 00:28:12,809 people don't understand or choose not to 637 00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:14,909 understand and come back and these 638 00:28:26,079 --> 00:28:20,690 excuses are generally psychedelics and 639 00:28:28,909 --> 00:28:26,089 there's actually a as I was discussing 640 00:28:30,769 --> 00:28:28,919 all these beliefs of myself and I was 641 00:28:33,979 --> 00:28:30,779 looking at okay what do I really believe 642 00:28:37,279 --> 00:28:33,989 in all my life they've told me drugs are 643 00:28:39,859 --> 00:28:37,289 bad it's like okay why I drugs bad you 644 00:28:42,049 --> 00:28:39,869 know what is it about drugs specifically 645 00:28:43,759 --> 00:28:42,059 I just you know as a kid you take the 646 00:28:45,709 --> 00:28:43,769 adults word for it they tell me 647 00:28:47,690 --> 00:28:45,719 something you say okay you the adult I 648 00:28:49,430 --> 00:28:47,700 trust you and you kind of pick that up 649 00:28:51,169 --> 00:28:49,440 and you live your whole life that way 650 00:28:53,269 --> 00:28:51,179 without ever even questioning it and 651 00:28:57,049 --> 00:28:53,279 that's just one aspect of our lives that 652 00:28:58,369 --> 00:28:57,059 we do so I was doing some research and 653 00:29:00,349 --> 00:28:58,379 some of these things out there were just 654 00:29:01,789 --> 00:29:00,359 really harsh you know like you know 655 00:29:03,680 --> 00:29:01,799 cocaine and you have all this other 656 00:29:06,169 --> 00:29:03,690 stuff I said no I wanted to have these 657 00:29:09,289 --> 00:29:06,179 experiences like the shamans do you know 658 00:29:10,820 --> 00:29:09,299 what's out there you know that the you 659 00:29:14,480 --> 00:29:10,830 know that would allow me to have an 660 00:29:17,150 --> 00:29:14,490 experience like a shamanic quest so as I 661 00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:17,160 was looking through things I just did 662 00:29:23,299 --> 00:29:20,250 some research about this one's 663 00:29:25,580 --> 00:29:23,309 particular HOSA Jen is from South 664 00:29:28,190 --> 00:29:25,590 America I hope you don't mind me saying 665 00:29:29,750 --> 00:29:28,200 it now but you can talk to me later I'll 666 00:29:34,060 --> 00:29:29,760 explain to you you'll give you all the 667 00:29:36,320 --> 00:29:34,070 names that you would like and they're 668 00:29:38,810 --> 00:29:36,330 theirs they're known to have a very 669 00:29:40,970 --> 00:29:38,820 strong effect on the human body and I 670 00:29:43,909 --> 00:29:40,980 was already warned ahead of time just 671 00:29:46,399 --> 00:29:43,919 take one or two of these and they'll 672 00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:46,409 give you the desired I guess they call 673 00:29:53,210 --> 00:29:47,970 the trip and at that time and I said 674 00:29:54,950 --> 00:29:53,220 okay well I call it that too so I my 675 00:29:57,409 --> 00:29:54,960 friend happen to have some of those and 676 00:29:59,659 --> 00:29:57,419 he gave me 12 so I'm looking at these 677 00:30:01,909 --> 00:29:59,669 small things and I'm like how can twelve 678 00:30:03,500 --> 00:30:01,919 ever have you know I mean how can - one 679 00:30:06,740 --> 00:30:03,510 or two of these have an effect you know 680 00:30:10,510 --> 00:30:06,750 I better take it off you know and sure 681 00:30:15,620 --> 00:30:10,520 enough I did and so what happened was 682 00:30:17,750 --> 00:30:15,630 late now I know that it was a lot it was 683 00:30:19,940 --> 00:30:17,760 a lot for the body if I were to go to 684 00:30:23,210 --> 00:30:19,950 the doctor they would have said it would 685 00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:23,220 have been way too much to take and the 686 00:30:29,630 --> 00:30:24,770 effects it had on the body 687 00:30:31,970 --> 00:30:29,640 long story short was I died but because 688 00:30:34,130 --> 00:30:31,980 of me being in the state that I am 689 00:30:36,799 --> 00:30:34,140 knowing that everything I took 690 00:30:39,760 --> 00:30:36,809 everything I did was for the sheer 691 00:30:42,799 --> 00:30:39,770 research and for my own knowingness it 692 00:30:45,919 --> 00:30:42,809 even though I did obviously I came back 693 00:30:49,070 --> 00:30:45,929 and I'm talking to you now so what 694 00:30:51,590 --> 00:30:49,080 specifically happened was I took these 695 00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:51,600 and so I thought okay nothing is going 696 00:30:55,279 --> 00:30:53,130 to happen I'm just going to go go to 697 00:31:00,350 --> 00:30:55,289 sleep so I went to sleep woke back up 698 00:31:02,630 --> 00:31:00,360 again and I had this this inherent 699 00:31:05,539 --> 00:31:02,640 knowingness that I've been here many 700 00:31:08,360 --> 00:31:05,549 times before at the state and there was 701 00:31:10,940 --> 00:31:08,370 that my body will pretty soon stop the 702 00:31:13,100 --> 00:31:10,950 function how would how do I knew that 703 00:31:14,630 --> 00:31:13,110 I've been there before I can't explain - 704 00:31:16,640 --> 00:31:14,640 it was just a simple knowledge that I've 705 00:31:17,240 --> 00:31:16,650 been there many many times before and 706 00:31:18,799 --> 00:31:17,250 just 707 00:31:20,659 --> 00:31:18,809 assuming that I've been there before 708 00:31:21,950 --> 00:31:20,669 many of you have been there I just 709 00:31:25,909 --> 00:31:21,960 happen to have that particular 710 00:31:27,980 --> 00:31:25,919 experience at that time so of the sudden 711 00:31:29,990 --> 00:31:27,990 that the images as they say you know 712 00:31:32,360 --> 00:31:30,000 thousand images per second would fly 713 00:31:34,130 --> 00:31:32,370 through my head and I would think about 714 00:31:36,110 --> 00:31:34,140 all the things that I still want to do 715 00:31:37,669 --> 00:31:36,120 all of the things that I said that 716 00:31:39,980 --> 00:31:37,679 didn't mean I wish I could just go back 717 00:31:41,899 --> 00:31:39,990 and you know say something to those 718 00:31:43,610 --> 00:31:41,909 people say I'm sorry or I didn't mean it 719 00:31:45,500 --> 00:31:43,620 was something but all that really truly 720 00:31:49,669 --> 00:31:45,510 just happens within that split second 721 00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:49,679 but it's in a barrage of emotions so as 722 00:31:54,740 --> 00:31:53,130 I lay there I just held on high l don't 723 00:31:56,570 --> 00:31:54,750 have a much I could I tried to go puke 724 00:31:59,810 --> 00:31:56,580 it out drink as much water as I could 725 00:32:01,190 --> 00:31:59,820 but it just would not let go and I was 726 00:32:02,750 --> 00:32:01,200 fighting it I'm like I'm not going to 727 00:32:05,210 --> 00:32:02,760 die I don't want to die and all the 728 00:32:07,279 --> 00:32:05,220 sudden this this feeling again this was 729 00:32:08,510 --> 00:32:07,289 one of the very first times that I got 730 00:32:14,810 --> 00:32:08,520 it 731 00:32:17,299 --> 00:32:14,820 to die but you're not going to die so if 732 00:32:18,500 --> 00:32:17,309 you just have let me at that time but it 733 00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:18,510 just keeps saying you're going to die 734 00:32:22,190 --> 00:32:19,890 but you're not going to die you're going 735 00:32:24,770 --> 00:32:22,200 to die but you're not going to die so I 736 00:32:26,570 --> 00:32:24,780 fought fought fought and held onto it 737 00:32:28,970 --> 00:32:26,580 and held onto it and then just I could 738 00:32:32,600 --> 00:32:28,980 just feel the last bit of strength that 739 00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:32,610 I had finally fleet and go away and just 740 00:32:40,190 --> 00:32:36,090 took a breath out and I was out I could 741 00:32:45,230 --> 00:32:40,200 just everything that was before I guess 742 00:32:48,380 --> 00:32:45,240 hidden and that was kind of veiled from 743 00:32:52,940 --> 00:32:48,390 me finally opened up I understood things 744 00:32:55,970 --> 00:32:52,950 that I needed to understand I saw things 745 00:32:58,130 --> 00:32:55,980 and and it just all made sense but 746 00:32:59,570 --> 00:32:58,140 what's interesting is that during that 747 00:33:02,409 --> 00:32:59,580 whole time and I'll start with the first 748 00:33:05,990 --> 00:33:02,419 one I started to have a quest of 749 00:33:08,060 --> 00:33:06,000 experiences and the very first time was 750 00:33:10,730 --> 00:33:08,070 my mom and dad and I'm looking at them 751 00:33:12,409 --> 00:33:10,740 and they're young they're about 20 years 752 00:33:13,730 --> 00:33:12,419 old both of them and there's just 753 00:33:16,399 --> 00:33:13,740 standing a hole in the hands and they're 754 00:33:18,770 --> 00:33:16,409 glowing blue and there was no question 755 00:33:21,500 --> 00:33:18,780 of why do going blue or why is this I 756 00:33:23,510 --> 00:33:21,510 just felt this love and the love every 757 00:33:26,810 --> 00:33:23,520 child has for their parents and I would 758 00:33:30,139 --> 00:33:26,820 just go to them and in this life there 759 00:33:32,029 --> 00:33:30,149 was a very hard life for me because 760 00:33:34,519 --> 00:33:32,039 I'm not whining about it just trying to 761 00:33:36,679 --> 00:33:34,529 give you an example of what I went 762 00:33:40,579 --> 00:33:36,689 through which might be you might not be 763 00:33:42,559 --> 00:33:40,589 you know above average so to say at 764 00:33:44,239 --> 00:33:42,569 least the older generation of Bosnians 765 00:33:47,059 --> 00:33:44,249 there is the children very physically 766 00:33:49,069 --> 00:33:47,069 you must have something you know in 767 00:33:51,529 --> 00:33:49,079 America you you know you get told you 768 00:33:54,499 --> 00:33:51,539 know you mess up and Bosnia you get this 769 00:33:57,109 --> 00:33:54,509 [\h__\h] beat out of you and so you know all 770 00:33:59,569 --> 00:33:57,119 my life I would just get that barrage of 771 00:34:01,399 --> 00:33:59,579 beatings regularly or whatever it is 772 00:34:02,569 --> 00:34:01,409 that I did and I was just asked my 773 00:34:04,759 --> 00:34:02,579 parents like you know why can't you just 774 00:34:06,049 --> 00:34:04,769 talk to me you know and it's like my dad 775 00:34:08,329 --> 00:34:06,059 would just say you know this is to 776 00:34:10,369 --> 00:34:08,339 become a better man and here comes that 777 00:34:13,819 --> 00:34:10,379 belt buckle you know here comes the fist 778 00:34:16,489 --> 00:34:13,829 you know whatever it is and because of 779 00:34:18,139 --> 00:34:16,499 that I had you know it creates a rift in 780 00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:18,149 the family the more I grow up and the 781 00:34:22,669 --> 00:34:20,970 more you know become myself but kind of 782 00:34:25,730 --> 00:34:22,679 distanced ourselves we'll still talk but 783 00:34:28,789 --> 00:34:25,740 it's you know it's just really you can 784 00:34:31,759 --> 00:34:28,799 tell both sides try but it's not really 785 00:34:33,919 --> 00:34:31,769 working well during that experience when 786 00:34:37,430 --> 00:34:33,929 I saw them none of that was existing 787 00:34:40,339 --> 00:34:37,440 I just went to them and I remember I 788 00:34:43,819 --> 00:34:40,349 hugged my mom and the second I did all 789 00:34:46,909 --> 00:34:43,829 the memories came back where before I 790 00:34:50,119 --> 00:34:46,919 was born I made an agreement with them 791 00:34:52,879 --> 00:34:50,129 to be the parents that they are and I 792 00:34:55,489 --> 00:34:52,889 even begged them I begged them I said I 793 00:34:57,739 --> 00:34:55,499 need you to be these people I need you 794 00:34:59,809 --> 00:34:57,749 to do what you do because they're your 795 00:35:01,640 --> 00:34:59,819 highest self the one that you are knows 796 00:35:03,799 --> 00:35:01,650 how far you need to be squeezed to 797 00:35:06,109 --> 00:35:03,809 become who you need to be you know nece 798 00:35:09,349 --> 00:35:06,119 means knows what you need in your life 799 00:35:13,339 --> 00:35:09,359 to be who you are and if says horrible 800 00:35:16,039 --> 00:35:13,349 as it is on this level it it's pre 801 00:35:18,170 --> 00:35:16,049 planned on the only higher level and so 802 00:35:21,529 --> 00:35:18,180 as I was discussing this or talking to 803 00:35:25,099 --> 00:35:21,539 my mom about this it was then almost 804 00:35:29,210 --> 00:35:25,109 became an instant act of forgiveness and 805 00:35:33,309 --> 00:35:29,220 it's forgiving myself for hating on them 806 00:35:35,180 --> 00:35:33,319 you know and that was the biggest 807 00:35:37,759 --> 00:35:35,190 misunderstanding that I could have ever 808 00:35:42,730 --> 00:35:37,769 gained because everything they literally 809 00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:42,740 did it was literally a begging to please 810 00:35:48,840 --> 00:35:45,890 wait please do what I need you to do and 811 00:35:51,280 --> 00:35:48,850 so they agreed to then be born a 812 00:35:52,990 --> 00:35:51,290 generation before me so that I can come 813 00:35:55,990 --> 00:35:53,000 in and have that experience that I did 814 00:35:59,070 --> 00:35:56,000 so that then I could become Who I am 815 00:36:02,500 --> 00:35:59,080 today and what it is specifically is 816 00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:02,510 because I constantly had to resist them 817 00:36:07,359 --> 00:36:04,850 in some way emotionally physically 818 00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:07,369 however there was I had to resist them 819 00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:08,930 made me stronger 820 00:36:13,690 --> 00:36:11,090 because I'm not speaking for everyone 821 00:36:16,450 --> 00:36:13,700 here but who doesn't at one point 822 00:36:18,370 --> 00:36:16,460 another remember well you can be thirty 823 00:36:20,620 --> 00:36:18,380 years old it can be 40 years old if your 824 00:36:22,630 --> 00:36:20,630 mother calls you name that one specific 825 00:36:25,510 --> 00:36:22,640 tone you will go yes mother I'll be 826 00:36:28,330 --> 00:36:25,520 right there you know and so we follow 827 00:36:30,160 --> 00:36:28,340 that we have that debt that control well 828 00:36:32,230 --> 00:36:30,170 because I never had that respect for my 829 00:36:34,810 --> 00:36:32,240 parents growing up it broke me away from 830 00:36:36,690 --> 00:36:34,820 that that that one control mechanism 831 00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:36,700 that there is always present in all our 832 00:36:42,970 --> 00:36:40,010 in all of our lives of the sudden was 833 00:36:47,109 --> 00:36:42,980 broken for me so now it allowed me to 834 00:36:49,450 --> 00:36:47,119 stand on my own speak what I or say what 835 00:36:51,340 --> 00:36:49,460 I need to say speak to whomever I need 836 00:36:53,440 --> 00:36:51,350 to speak however I need to speak to them 837 00:36:56,170 --> 00:36:53,450 just because I broke that bond from them 838 00:37:02,109 --> 00:36:56,180 and they were there to help me get there 839 00:37:07,270 --> 00:37:02,119 so there was one aspect of that trip if 840 00:37:08,859 --> 00:37:07,280 you will so the next thing was question 841 00:37:13,630 --> 00:37:08,869 it for a while why that particularly 842 00:37:17,260 --> 00:37:13,640 happen I was the next scene that just 843 00:37:19,960 --> 00:37:17,270 shifts over I find myself being in a in 844 00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:19,970 a city and there's a whole bunch of this 845 00:37:23,410 --> 00:37:21,890 bunch of guys standing around and we're 846 00:37:25,060 --> 00:37:23,420 talking and they're laughing about 847 00:37:27,220 --> 00:37:25,070 something so I just came to the 848 00:37:29,650 --> 00:37:27,230 conversation so I'm standing there to my 849 00:37:30,220 --> 00:37:29,660 yeah that's funny that yeah that's 850 00:37:31,510 --> 00:37:30,230 pretty cool 851 00:37:34,330 --> 00:37:31,520 if I have no idea what they're talking 852 00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:34,340 about and so I just kind of went went 853 00:37:40,570 --> 00:37:38,330 along so soon after I was very confused 854 00:37:42,250 --> 00:37:40,580 and disoriented I was still trying again 855 00:37:44,530 --> 00:37:42,260 trying to figure out how I got there 856 00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:44,540 while they're all speaking and the next 857 00:37:49,240 --> 00:37:46,490 thing I know one of the guys looks over 858 00:37:51,609 --> 00:37:49,250 and he sees this beautiful girl just 859 00:37:53,739 --> 00:37:51,619 walking across and go oh my God look 860 00:37:57,009 --> 00:37:53,749 and I'm just like you know I looked over 861 00:37:59,680 --> 00:37:57,019 and it's at that time it was like the 862 00:38:00,999 --> 00:37:59,690 type if you know the guys if you 863 00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:01,009 understand like you know everyone has 864 00:38:03,700 --> 00:38:02,690 like a type of something you know that's 865 00:38:05,469 --> 00:38:03,710 my type of girl 866 00:38:08,229 --> 00:38:05,479 or a girl that's my type of guy or 867 00:38:11,559 --> 00:38:08,239 whichever and so it's like what I found 868 00:38:14,229 --> 00:38:11,569 most attractive was walking right across 869 00:38:16,359 --> 00:38:14,239 that that road so I stood there and I 870 00:38:19,299 --> 00:38:16,369 was just looking and I was just enough I 871 00:38:21,700 --> 00:38:19,309 oh my god all of it it's just all in one 872 00:38:23,380 --> 00:38:21,710 package just walking right there and so 873 00:38:26,319 --> 00:38:23,390 even those were my thoughts at that time 874 00:38:28,180 --> 00:38:26,329 the next thing I know I'm looking at 875 00:38:29,559 --> 00:38:28,190 myself and all these other friends there 876 00:38:32,109 --> 00:38:29,569 were stairs I was standing with and 877 00:38:34,269 --> 00:38:32,119 they're walking I mean under standing 878 00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:34,279 there and I'm walking and so I said why 879 00:38:40,049 --> 00:38:36,890 am i walking so I looked down and I see 880 00:38:43,180 --> 00:38:40,059 boobs and I feel feminine you know 881 00:38:46,269 --> 00:38:43,190 whatever that means I felt more female 882 00:38:48,849 --> 00:38:46,279 and I was just trying to understand it 883 00:38:51,489 --> 00:38:48,859 so while that when I understood like oh 884 00:38:52,839 --> 00:38:51,499 my god I'm in the female body I started 885 00:38:55,390 --> 00:38:52,849 to freak out I was like I want to get 886 00:38:57,069 --> 00:38:55,400 out I want to get out so as I was trying 887 00:39:00,579 --> 00:38:57,079 to get out of that the scene ended and 888 00:39:02,380 --> 00:39:00,589 that was it now of course before that 889 00:39:06,670 --> 00:39:02,390 the previous experience I had an 890 00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:06,680 explanation why okay my parents they 891 00:39:10,239 --> 00:39:08,930 explained why I understood what certain 892 00:39:12,370 --> 00:39:10,249 things happened but this experience just 893 00:39:17,410 --> 00:39:12,380 ended and there was no other explanation 894 00:39:19,599 --> 00:39:17,420 following it up so anyway long story 895 00:39:21,579 --> 00:39:19,609 short there were many more experiences 896 00:39:23,829 --> 00:39:21,589 that's just difficult to get into and 897 00:39:27,130 --> 00:39:23,839 it's about seven hours equal of 898 00:39:32,200 --> 00:39:27,140 experiences because later on when I came 899 00:39:33,549 --> 00:39:32,210 back kind of like my my spirit or 900 00:39:35,920 --> 00:39:33,559 whatever you wanna call it I kind of hid 901 00:39:39,009 --> 00:39:35,930 the body and I went took the next breath 902 00:39:40,650 --> 00:39:39,019 and so I started laughing I started 903 00:39:42,870 --> 00:39:40,660 laughing and this you know 904 00:39:45,640 --> 00:39:42,880 uncontrollably because there was this 905 00:39:47,890 --> 00:39:45,650 beautiful experience that oh my god I've 906 00:39:50,529 --> 00:39:47,900 been you know most of us afraid of death 907 00:39:51,969 --> 00:39:50,539 I'm like and I'm afraid of this you know 908 00:39:54,249 --> 00:39:51,979 like there's nothing to be afraid you 909 00:39:56,079 --> 00:39:54,259 just simply go a spirit somewhere else 910 00:39:58,559 --> 00:39:56,089 you just leave a shell behind there's no 911 00:40:01,390 --> 00:39:58,569 reason to fear whatsoever you know and 912 00:40:03,819 --> 00:40:01,400 so as I was sitting there laughing I 913 00:40:04,819 --> 00:40:03,829 just had again this feeling and it just 914 00:40:06,410 --> 00:40:04,829 said to me 915 00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:06,420 that you know what you need to know do 916 00:40:10,279 --> 00:40:08,249 you still want to play the game I said 917 00:40:12,859 --> 00:40:10,289 yeah I want to play the game and the 918 00:40:15,529 --> 00:40:12,869 second I said that I felt my soul kind 919 00:40:17,839 --> 00:40:15,539 of solidify more into the body and I 920 00:40:19,819 --> 00:40:17,849 just had to go to bathroom and just puke 921 00:40:21,829 --> 00:40:19,829 everything out and sorry for the 922 00:40:23,959 --> 00:40:21,839 graphics but what it was that poison I 923 00:40:26,709 --> 00:40:23,969 was just shedding it all out just all 924 00:40:31,489 --> 00:40:26,719 coming out drinking as much as I could 925 00:40:34,390 --> 00:40:31,499 and basically just to complete that 926 00:40:36,890 --> 00:40:34,400 journey from when I started until then 927 00:40:39,079 --> 00:40:36,900 so that kind of gave me a little boost 928 00:40:42,529 --> 00:40:39,089 and this I guess if you want to call it 929 00:40:44,209 --> 00:40:42,539 this frequency range because after that 930 00:40:47,479 --> 00:40:44,219 things change 931 00:40:49,519 --> 00:40:47,489 I would I would stand at the house where 932 00:40:52,279 --> 00:40:49,529 I was by myself at that time now now I'm 933 00:40:55,099 --> 00:40:52,289 married and had one kid and another kid 934 00:40:57,170 --> 00:40:55,109 on the way but I was by myself so 935 00:40:59,150 --> 00:40:57,180 whatever could happen you know was 936 00:41:01,339 --> 00:40:59,160 welcome to happen so I would stand there 937 00:41:04,549 --> 00:41:01,349 and I would just see a shadow there and 938 00:41:06,769 --> 00:41:04,559 it would just move away you know and I 939 00:41:09,259 --> 00:41:06,779 would have experiences where I would sit 940 00:41:11,779 --> 00:41:09,269 there and every something just you know 941 00:41:14,739 --> 00:41:11,789 you can literally see it go you know 942 00:41:18,349 --> 00:41:14,749 kind of fly over the wall like a dark 943 00:41:20,029 --> 00:41:18,359 dog ball if you will it will just kind 944 00:41:22,549 --> 00:41:20,039 of fade over the wall and then go around 945 00:41:24,709 --> 00:41:22,559 it and it was a specific action that you 946 00:41:26,479 --> 00:41:24,719 can see going around and so that it I 947 00:41:28,549 --> 00:41:26,489 guess it was you know there was 948 00:41:30,680 --> 00:41:28,559 something real trying to go over you 949 00:41:34,219 --> 00:41:30,690 know trying to get around an object 950 00:41:36,859 --> 00:41:34,229 and not just part of my imagination so I 951 00:41:39,650 --> 00:41:36,869 wondered I mean what does this have to 952 00:41:41,900 --> 00:41:39,660 do with aliens you know and then again I 953 00:41:45,410 --> 00:41:41,910 was told well when you raise your 954 00:41:47,749 --> 00:41:45,420 vibration when when you're when you work 955 00:41:50,539 --> 00:41:47,759 on yourself when you change your belief 956 00:41:52,099 --> 00:41:50,549 system of the sudden now you open 957 00:41:55,729 --> 00:41:52,109 yourself up to all these other realities 958 00:41:57,949 --> 00:41:55,739 and it becomes easier for them to simply 959 00:42:00,829 --> 00:41:57,959 interact with you however what on what 960 00:42:03,709 --> 00:42:00,839 level excuse me on whatever level you're 961 00:42:05,839 --> 00:42:03,719 ready so for my time at that time it was 962 00:42:07,999 --> 00:42:05,849 just be a matter of shadows now of 963 00:42:10,309 --> 00:42:08,009 course before I understood that what I 964 00:42:11,660 --> 00:42:10,319 understand now I was calling my friends 965 00:42:13,400 --> 00:42:11,670 and say hey bring your cameras bring 966 00:42:15,319 --> 00:42:13,410 your recorders let's record this let's 967 00:42:17,320 --> 00:42:15,329 set everything up you know we can maybe 968 00:42:20,839 --> 00:42:17,330 capture this and so on 969 00:42:23,810 --> 00:42:20,849 the second you know I had that thought I 970 00:42:25,370 --> 00:42:23,820 just had this like a laughter I don't 971 00:42:27,260 --> 00:42:25,380 know who was still happening but it was 972 00:42:28,910 --> 00:42:27,270 almost kind of like after all that we 973 00:42:30,830 --> 00:42:28,920 showed you you still want to go this is 974 00:42:33,440 --> 00:42:30,840 a cover out instead we keep trying to 975 00:42:35,450 --> 00:42:33,450 tell you it's it's spiritual spiritual 976 00:42:37,070 --> 00:42:35,460 spiritual and you just keep wanting to 977 00:42:39,740 --> 00:42:37,080 use it if your cameras and your 978 00:42:41,780 --> 00:42:39,750 recorders and all that other stuff so I 979 00:42:45,920 --> 00:42:41,790 kind of give up on that idea and I 980 00:42:48,980 --> 00:42:45,930 played and played around more with with 981 00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:48,990 my belief system you know and so this 982 00:42:54,800 --> 00:42:52,010 time the experience that I had I've had 983 00:42:58,609 --> 00:42:54,810 seven more experience after that with 984 00:43:00,589 --> 00:42:58,619 several different religions but each one 985 00:43:02,270 --> 00:43:00,599 of them took me the same place now each 986 00:43:05,089 --> 00:43:02,280 one was a different lesson to be learned 987 00:43:11,210 --> 00:43:05,099 but I basically went to the same place 988 00:43:13,849 --> 00:43:11,220 every time so what happened then it was 989 00:43:18,650 --> 00:43:13,859 the last less experience that I had and 990 00:43:20,420 --> 00:43:18,660 it was actually at a party so I was very 991 00:43:22,339 --> 00:43:20,430 hesitant about doing it another trip 992 00:43:24,440 --> 00:43:22,349 because it's very hard on the body you 993 00:43:26,780 --> 00:43:24,450 know it messes with me for weeks after 994 00:43:29,180 --> 00:43:26,790 because I always like to solve a problem 995 00:43:31,250 --> 00:43:29,190 right then and there so anytime I have 996 00:43:33,920 --> 00:43:31,260 an experience it takes 3-4 weeks out of 997 00:43:35,480 --> 00:43:33,930 my my life just intently sitting there 998 00:43:38,990 --> 00:43:35,490 going like what happened why did this 999 00:43:41,210 --> 00:43:39,000 happen okay what does this mean so they 1000 00:43:44,570 --> 00:43:41,220 said okay time for another trip so I 1001 00:43:46,339 --> 00:43:44,580 said okay whatever so sure enough this 1002 00:43:49,099 --> 00:43:46,349 one lady that was hosting the party I 1003 00:43:51,980 --> 00:43:49,109 wasn't even really expecting anything I 1004 00:43:54,290 --> 00:43:51,990 was that I guess innocent in some ways 1005 00:43:55,790 --> 00:43:54,300 and she just said hey would you like a 1006 00:43:57,890 --> 00:43:55,800 cookie I'm like yes sure I want some 1007 00:44:03,380 --> 00:43:57,900 sweets you know it wasn't just a regular 1008 00:44:06,349 --> 00:44:03,390 cookie so what happened then the second 1009 00:44:08,870 --> 00:44:06,359 I took it and I was just standing there 1010 00:44:11,630 --> 00:44:08,880 they said okay well get ready for 1011 00:44:13,220 --> 00:44:11,640 another trip we're going to go and so I 1012 00:44:15,170 --> 00:44:13,230 just want to wonder what what do you 1013 00:44:16,940 --> 00:44:15,180 mean another trip what what I didn't 1014 00:44:20,599 --> 00:44:16,950 take anything and then the image of the 1015 00:44:22,910 --> 00:44:20,609 cookie kids oh my god yeah you know so 1016 00:44:26,390 --> 00:44:22,920 it's almost like I had tricked into this 1017 00:44:28,280 --> 00:44:26,400 last experience and it was very 1018 00:44:30,110 --> 00:44:28,290 interesting because 1019 00:44:34,700 --> 00:44:30,120 what happened with that particular party 1020 00:44:36,530 --> 00:44:34,710 it was very much in line with the very 1021 00:44:40,790 --> 00:44:36,540 first experience I told you about is 1022 00:44:43,820 --> 00:44:40,800 that as I was walking around there was a 1023 00:44:45,860 --> 00:44:43,830 lady that just showed up and out of 1024 00:44:47,690 --> 00:44:45,870 nowhere she would wherever wherever I 1025 00:44:50,030 --> 00:44:47,700 would walk she would come by and stop I 1026 00:44:52,250 --> 00:44:50,040 would walk again and she'll come and 1027 00:44:53,930 --> 00:44:52,260 stop there and I would turn around and 1028 00:44:55,790 --> 00:44:53,940 she said are you okay I said yes I'm 1029 00:44:58,750 --> 00:44:55,800 fine you know and I would walk away 1030 00:45:03,350 --> 00:44:58,760 she'll come follow me back up again and 1031 00:45:06,290 --> 00:45:03,360 so I just as I was walking around she 1032 00:45:09,080 --> 00:45:06,300 finally then cornered me and he said no 1033 00:45:11,780 --> 00:45:09,090 stop and talk to me and I'm like about 1034 00:45:14,780 --> 00:45:11,790 what and she says stop and talk to me 1035 00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:14,790 and that's like it hit me all I was 1036 00:45:17,810 --> 00:45:17,370 already whatever frequency I needed to 1037 00:45:23,150 --> 00:45:17,820 shift 1038 00:45:25,820 --> 00:45:23,160 people generally on this level would not 1039 00:45:28,450 --> 00:45:25,830 be aware of it but this one frequency 1040 00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:28,460 higher up is what what I understood 1041 00:45:34,370 --> 00:45:32,010 generally mediums connect to so she was 1042 00:45:36,350 --> 00:45:34,380 known as a psychic and medium she 1043 00:45:38,180 --> 00:45:36,360 realized on what level I was so she was 1044 00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:38,190 talking to me because she knew what I 1045 00:45:43,250 --> 00:45:39,690 was going through and she kind of was 1046 00:45:44,840 --> 00:45:43,260 trying to guide me and so I said yeah 1047 00:45:46,910 --> 00:45:44,850 I'm okay you know and she's like well 1048 00:45:48,200 --> 00:45:46,920 you know just making sure you're right 1049 00:45:50,600 --> 00:45:48,210 whatever you're going through just you 1050 00:45:53,870 --> 00:45:50,610 can just talk to me about it I said is 1051 00:45:54,350 --> 00:45:53,880 this is it always like this and she said 1052 00:45:57,860 --> 00:45:54,360 yes 1053 00:45:59,990 --> 00:45:57,870 generally it is and so why I 1054 00:46:02,180 --> 00:46:00,000 specifically asked that I didn't know it 1055 00:46:05,030 --> 00:46:02,190 was almost like I had the question or I 1056 00:46:07,970 --> 00:46:05,040 mean I had the answer before I had the 1057 00:46:09,110 --> 00:46:07,980 question and what happened later is as I 1058 00:46:10,730 --> 00:46:09,120 walked through the house and was 1059 00:46:12,850 --> 00:46:10,740 standing or the different level where 1060 00:46:15,740 --> 00:46:12,860 there was more people gathered like that 1061 00:46:18,290 --> 00:46:15,750 everywhere I walked people would stop 1062 00:46:21,500 --> 00:46:18,300 turn around and say see we're playing 1063 00:46:22,850 --> 00:46:21,510 playing this out for you you know and 1064 00:46:24,770 --> 00:46:22,860 then they would continue having a 1065 00:46:26,480 --> 00:46:24,780 conversation like nothing happened that 1066 00:46:28,640 --> 00:46:26,490 would walk to another spot and they will 1067 00:46:31,010 --> 00:46:28,650 turn again and say oh we're 1068 00:46:32,660 --> 00:46:31,020 orchestrating this is this for you so 1069 00:46:36,500 --> 00:46:32,670 you understand there's this difference 1070 00:46:38,440 --> 00:46:36,510 in frequency and so if this whole night 1071 00:46:40,970 --> 00:46:38,450 went on like that until it finally 1072 00:46:41,460 --> 00:46:40,980 dissipated and then I was strolling now 1073 00:46:45,890 --> 00:46:41,470 it's 1074 00:46:50,630 --> 00:46:45,900 done it over with so long story short 1075 00:46:54,060 --> 00:46:50,640 it's been too long so short it's very 1076 00:46:57,089 --> 00:46:54,070 it's very hard to step into this net 1077 00:47:00,750 --> 00:46:57,099 next level whether you are a UFO 1078 00:47:03,180 --> 00:47:00,760 researcher or a paranormal investigator 1079 00:47:06,570 --> 00:47:03,190 a ghost hunter whatever it is that you 1080 00:47:09,839 --> 00:47:06,580 would like to label yourself as it's 1081 00:47:12,180 --> 00:47:09,849 very difficult to capture things whether 1082 00:47:15,089 --> 00:47:12,190 it be UFOs which I've been trying with 1083 00:47:18,660 --> 00:47:15,099 the camera and then later understood why 1084 00:47:21,270 --> 00:47:18,670 is that if you're frequency level it's 1085 00:47:24,420 --> 00:47:21,280 not honest on a certain frequency so to 1086 00:47:26,880 --> 00:47:24,430 say it would be difficult for you to to 1087 00:47:29,250 --> 00:47:26,890 see anything even the very equipment 1088 00:47:30,870 --> 00:47:29,260 you're using if you're not ready to see 1089 00:47:32,420 --> 00:47:30,880 something the equipment will not 1090 00:47:35,010 --> 00:47:32,430 function the way you need it to function 1091 00:47:37,550 --> 00:47:35,020 so for it to capture what it is that you 1092 00:47:41,490 --> 00:47:37,560 need to capture or would like to see and 1093 00:47:43,980 --> 00:47:41,500 on but then here's the paradox unless 1094 00:47:45,510 --> 00:47:43,990 that is your path because there's some 1095 00:47:47,820 --> 00:47:45,520 people that don't believe in any of this 1096 00:47:49,560 --> 00:47:47,830 stuff and would be hit with aliens and 1097 00:47:51,660 --> 00:47:49,570 ghosts and UFOs and whatever you want 1098 00:47:56,190 --> 00:47:51,670 you know and others have asked for this 1099 00:48:00,960 --> 00:47:56,200 but the reality they did so it's a very 1100 00:48:02,760 --> 00:48:00,970 challenging subject because the the 1101 00:48:04,770 --> 00:48:02,770 level which they operate and the few 1102 00:48:08,220 --> 00:48:04,780 times that I've had the experience to it 1103 00:48:10,800 --> 00:48:08,230 I had the experience myself it's very 1104 00:48:16,020 --> 00:48:10,810 difficult it's you can almost think of 1105 00:48:19,890 --> 00:48:16,030 it as this ego being a a scuba diving 1106 00:48:23,310 --> 00:48:19,900 mask in water and it has a specific 1107 00:48:25,650 --> 00:48:23,320 function which is to to get the body 1108 00:48:27,180 --> 00:48:25,660 operating to help you breathe 1109 00:48:29,880 --> 00:48:27,190 automatically you don't have to think 1110 00:48:32,670 --> 00:48:29,890 you blink you walk you just want to go 1111 00:48:34,349 --> 00:48:32,680 over there you go you don't have to not 1112 00:48:36,510 --> 00:48:34,359 that much has to be done all of it is 1113 00:48:39,089 --> 00:48:36,520 done through your local processes in the 1114 00:48:40,730 --> 00:48:39,099 body but the original commands about 1115 00:48:45,390 --> 00:48:40,740 things always come from your higher self 1116 00:48:47,400 --> 00:48:45,400 so to have the understanding that the 1117 00:48:51,150 --> 00:48:47,410 original idea about anything always 1118 00:48:52,770 --> 00:48:51,160 comes from the etheric side which would 1119 00:48:54,820 --> 00:48:52,780 be very difficult to prove 1120 00:48:57,010 --> 00:48:54,830 physically and with instruments 1121 00:48:59,200 --> 00:48:57,020 so for example if you go to get an MRI 1122 00:49:00,640 --> 00:48:59,210 or you have your brains can they would 1123 00:49:02,470 --> 00:49:00,650 say oh this section of the brain 1124 00:49:04,870 --> 00:49:02,480 controls this that section of the brain 1125 00:49:06,730 --> 00:49:04,880 controls this well it's only the 1126 00:49:09,640 --> 00:49:06,740 physical part that's now been activated 1127 00:49:11,530 --> 00:49:09,650 to actually do the physical excuse me 1128 00:49:13,090 --> 00:49:11,540 through to the physical part but it 1129 00:49:13,720 --> 00:49:13,100 actually the command came from a higher 1130 00:49:17,260 --> 00:49:13,730 level 1131 00:49:19,090 --> 00:49:17,270 now there's in my experience there 1132 00:49:22,900 --> 00:49:19,100 really was nothing religious about it 1133 00:49:27,760 --> 00:49:22,910 and the other part that would be very 1134 00:49:30,340 --> 00:49:27,770 difficult to accept and sorry to drop 1135 00:49:32,890 --> 00:49:30,350 the bomb on you like this but we're all 1136 00:49:35,080 --> 00:49:32,900 part of the one and the same thing the 1137 00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:35,090 thing that you want to call God whatever 1138 00:49:42,640 --> 00:49:38,690 it is that you did you generally grow 1139 00:49:45,100 --> 00:49:42,650 not to believe in it is basically every 1140 00:49:47,560 --> 00:49:45,110 single thing and every single person 1141 00:49:49,090 --> 00:49:47,570 that you can ever think of so if you 1142 00:49:52,180 --> 00:49:49,100 ever wondered like what is God doing 1143 00:49:54,100 --> 00:49:52,190 right now God is standing on the stage 1144 00:49:57,700 --> 00:49:54,110 talking to himself while he's sitting 1145 00:49:59,800 --> 00:49:57,710 there paying attention to himself I hope 1146 00:50:02,020 --> 00:49:59,810 I didn't lose you there and you know 1147 00:50:04,330 --> 00:50:02,030 it's it's very difficult to to accept 1148 00:50:08,560 --> 00:50:04,340 that because of this rigid reality that 1149 00:50:13,000 --> 00:50:08,570 we live in and we buy these channelings 1150 00:50:16,150 --> 00:50:13,010 by the dreams and all these different 1151 00:50:18,730 --> 00:50:16,160 things that that are out there and that 1152 00:50:22,270 --> 00:50:18,740 we know about they try to slowly get our 1153 00:50:25,260 --> 00:50:22,280 vibration to be raised just enough to 1154 00:50:27,670 --> 00:50:25,270 swear can at least meet us halfway and 1155 00:50:30,460 --> 00:50:27,680 they do that quite often I mean there's 1156 00:50:36,550 --> 00:50:30,470 still this still footage of weird things 1157 00:50:39,520 --> 00:50:36,560 flying around orbs things that the five 1158 00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:39,530 control five control has captured you 1159 00:50:42,790 --> 00:50:41,090 know ten thousand miles an hour that 1160 00:50:46,960 --> 00:50:42,800 just zooms around and they don't know 1161 00:50:49,360 --> 00:50:46,970 what it is hence a UFO and that little 1162 00:50:52,870 --> 00:50:49,370 reality there all those things just part 1163 00:50:54,940 --> 00:50:52,880 of the second stage which is that meant 1164 00:50:57,910 --> 00:50:54,950 to give us something to look forward to 1165 00:51:01,240 --> 00:50:57,920 something to gets us intrigued you know 1166 00:51:03,490 --> 00:51:01,250 someone might go you know what can fly 1167 00:51:05,200 --> 00:51:03,500 ten thousand miles an hour so it'll get 1168 00:51:07,330 --> 00:51:05,210 you to the library to read the books and 1169 00:51:08,160 --> 00:51:07,340 researches and go online and do all 1170 00:51:10,230 --> 00:51:08,170 these other things 1171 00:51:12,720 --> 00:51:10,240 each individual person has their little 1172 00:51:14,700 --> 00:51:12,730 niche they have their little things that 1173 00:51:17,430 --> 00:51:14,710 they need to be pushed just the right 1174 00:51:19,230 --> 00:51:17,440 way to go into the subject but it's 1175 00:51:21,390 --> 00:51:19,240 something that every single one of us 1176 00:51:24,030 --> 00:51:21,400 has to work on and it's very difficult 1177 00:51:26,220 --> 00:51:24,040 for us to do that because we always just 1178 00:51:28,829 --> 00:51:26,230 want to sit back and you want someone 1179 00:51:31,200 --> 00:51:28,839 else like me to tell you about it but 1180 00:51:33,799 --> 00:51:31,210 you know I have 15 years you know behind 1181 00:51:36,450 --> 00:51:33,809 me of all these individual because I 1182 00:51:38,760 --> 00:51:36,460 didn't get into too much because we 1183 00:51:41,490 --> 00:51:38,770 won't be able to make it but it started 1184 00:51:42,630 --> 00:51:41,500 with me since I was a child you know and 1185 00:51:45,960 --> 00:51:42,640 a lot of these different experiences 1186 00:51:48,150 --> 00:51:45,970 have been happening so it and I couldn't 1187 00:51:52,319 --> 00:51:48,160 go to anyone else because you go to the 1188 00:51:55,380 --> 00:51:52,329 mom which is the the Islamic version of 1189 00:51:57,569 --> 00:51:55,390 the of the priest and they would just 1190 00:51:59,609 --> 00:51:57,579 say well we sometimes we can't 1191 00:52:01,079 --> 00:51:59,619 understand the things God does and it 1192 00:52:01,530 --> 00:52:01,089 wasn't good enough for me I was like why 1193 00:52:06,390 --> 00:52:01,540 not 1194 00:52:12,750 --> 00:52:06,400 to be explained something okay and so it 1195 00:52:16,530 --> 00:52:12,760 would require us to to to question you 1196 00:52:19,849 --> 00:52:16,540 know the very very fabric of what we 1197 00:52:24,270 --> 00:52:19,859 hold to be a reality so for example 1198 00:52:26,130 --> 00:52:24,280 specifically on the religious level when 1199 00:52:27,359 --> 00:52:26,140 I was as I was young when I was younger 1200 00:52:29,940 --> 00:52:27,369 and I was experiencing different 1201 00:52:32,309 --> 00:52:29,950 vibrations every time I would try to 1202 00:52:34,349 --> 00:52:32,319 hear something would be around and I was 1203 00:52:36,150 --> 00:52:34,359 sent soon as people say spirit it would 1204 00:52:39,510 --> 00:52:36,160 try to communicate with me but it would 1205 00:52:41,880 --> 00:52:39,520 be very deep and dark and ominous 1206 00:52:43,500 --> 00:52:41,890 sounding which will generally be to 1207 00:52:45,089 --> 00:52:43,510 screw this a demon or something like 1208 00:52:47,400 --> 00:52:45,099 that and that's where my brain 1209 00:52:49,440 --> 00:52:47,410 translated s so I immediately you know 1210 00:52:52,799 --> 00:52:49,450 as I was reading books you know this to 1211 00:52:54,720 --> 00:52:52,809 search your right and tell it what you 1212 00:52:56,970 --> 00:52:54,730 know who you are and you know and if 1213 00:53:00,089 --> 00:52:56,980 you're Christian it's in Jesus names if 1214 00:53:01,589 --> 00:53:00,099 you're if you're Muslim it's an Allah's 1215 00:53:03,870 --> 00:53:01,599 name and if you're dense it says you 1216 00:53:05,849 --> 00:53:03,880 know it's all these assert mints and all 1217 00:53:08,819 --> 00:53:05,859 these phrases that you can say to get 1218 00:53:12,329 --> 00:53:08,829 all these spirits away well 15 years 1219 00:53:14,370 --> 00:53:12,339 later I felt extremely silly because all 1220 00:53:16,530 --> 00:53:14,380 these different happenings were simply 1221 00:53:19,049 --> 00:53:16,540 saw different beings from different 1222 00:53:21,040 --> 00:53:19,059 levels in the way that they are trying 1223 00:53:23,320 --> 00:53:21,050 to communicate with ours 1224 00:53:25,630 --> 00:53:23,330 and the connection wasn't quite clear 1225 00:53:27,730 --> 00:53:25,640 because of me I didn't know what I was 1226 00:53:30,130 --> 00:53:27,740 listening to so it freakin was freaking 1227 00:53:32,590 --> 00:53:30,140 me out so I immediately labeled it as 1228 00:53:36,310 --> 00:53:32,600 demons voices whatever it is that you 1229 00:53:38,710 --> 00:53:36,320 want to call it and when you when you 1230 00:53:41,170 --> 00:53:38,720 change when you truly choose to change 1231 00:53:43,630 --> 00:53:41,180 your belief system and simply allow it 1232 00:53:45,190 --> 00:53:43,640 to come for what it is you will off the 1233 00:53:47,530 --> 00:53:45,200 sudden understand it in different ways 1234 00:53:49,810 --> 00:53:47,540 because what was happening at that time 1235 00:53:52,090 --> 00:53:49,820 might as well been imagine you being 1236 00:53:53,920 --> 00:53:52,100 underwater somebody sabore water trying 1237 00:53:56,800 --> 00:53:53,930 to tell you something and it'll all be 1238 00:53:58,690 --> 00:53:56,810 over a river you know it would not be 1239 00:54:00,940 --> 00:53:58,700 coherent you wouldn't you couldn't make 1240 00:54:02,500 --> 00:54:00,950 any sense of it and so that would be the 1241 00:54:07,960 --> 00:54:02,510 best analogy that I could use to 1242 00:54:11,560 --> 00:54:07,970 describe this so well it's nine o'clock 1243 00:54:13,870 --> 00:54:11,570 I can take two quick questions if any of 1244 00:54:25,440 --> 00:54:13,880 you have any otherwise you guys can get 1245 00:54:33,130 --> 00:54:30,340 well I'm sorry real quick um so at the 1246 00:54:35,020 --> 00:54:33,140 table I have a whole bunch of books 1247 00:54:37,390 --> 00:54:35,030 there if there's still any left awful 1248 00:54:39,970 --> 00:54:37,400 free so the covering different subjects 1249 00:54:42,340 --> 00:54:39,980 so please help yourselves take off that 1250 00:54:45,190 --> 00:54:42,350 many you would like and I don't want to 1251 00:54:47,260 --> 00:54:45,200 take any with me home but hopefully if 1252 00:54:49,630 --> 00:54:47,270 you understood a little bit of what I 1253 00:54:51,820 --> 00:54:49,640 meant this could be your first step to a 1254 00:55:07,540 --> 00:54:51,830 whole new journey that you're about to 1255 00:55:11,110 --> 00:55:07,550 experience yes began with it and then 1256 00:55:15,610 --> 00:55:11,120 did about six afterwards No 1257 00:55:17,290 --> 00:55:15,620 six is specific different we can discuss 1258 00:55:20,530 --> 00:55:17,300 the specifics later but there were each 1259 00:55:25,120 --> 00:55:20,540 individually different now of course the 1260 00:55:25,840 --> 00:55:25,130 chemical solid did probably sorry I'm 1261 00:55:28,780 --> 00:55:25,850 drawing a blank 1262 00:55:31,300 --> 00:55:28,790 what is that the tryptamine maybe some 1263 00:55:33,190 --> 00:55:31,310 of them might have had that element part 1264 00:55:34,160 --> 00:55:33,200 of it but if I were to tell you the name 1265 00:55:39,710 --> 00:55:34,170 you would recognize 1266 00:55:41,840 --> 00:55:39,720 into several separate substances right 1267 00:55:43,820 --> 00:55:41,850 right there was I was by myself in the 1268 00:55:46,130 --> 00:55:43,830 woods with no one else around and I 1269 00:55:48,380 --> 00:55:46,140 wanted to know it's like are drugs 1270 00:55:50,030 --> 00:55:48,390 really bad or at least those things are 1271 00:55:54,200 --> 00:55:50,040 always labeled drugs always pushed 1272 00:55:58,250 --> 00:55:54,210 together with all this other stuff but 1273 00:56:00,620 --> 00:55:58,260 you know and so so if you have an 1274 00:56:04,700 --> 00:56:00,630 experience of any kind whether it be 1275 00:56:07,610 --> 00:56:04,710 ghosts UFOs you name it it's meant for 1276 00:56:10,190 --> 00:56:07,620 you it's meant for you to research for 1277 00:56:11,990 --> 00:56:10,200 you to go after for you to to do 1278 00:56:15,650 --> 00:56:12,000 whatever it is that would come to mind 1279 00:56:18,890 --> 00:56:15,660 and take that path because we've so many 1280 00:56:20,990 --> 00:56:18,900 times of train that something happens to 1281 00:56:23,090 --> 00:56:21,000 us for example an illness it's too long 1282 00:56:25,490 --> 00:56:23,100 to go into now but it all initially 1283 00:56:28,220 --> 00:56:25,500 starts with our unresolved emotional 1284 00:56:31,040 --> 00:56:28,230 states and if we don't resolve it it 1285 00:56:33,110 --> 00:56:31,050 creates itself as backache cancer 1286 00:56:34,970 --> 00:56:33,120 headache is you know all these different 1287 00:56:37,370 --> 00:56:34,980 things and again here I'm just dropping 1288 00:56:39,110 --> 00:56:37,380 bombs and you guys oh sorry about that 1289 00:56:43,160 --> 00:56:39,120 there's other things you can look up 1290 00:56:47,810 --> 00:56:43,170 regarding that but when you do the work 1291 00:56:49,370 --> 00:56:47,820 to personally search within yourself to 1292 00:56:51,590 --> 00:56:49,380 figure out what it is that you're doing 1293 00:56:53,870 --> 00:56:51,600 or or it's been happening to you and 1294 00:56:56,030 --> 00:56:53,880 find a connection you can literally heal 1295 00:56:58,400 --> 00:56:56,040 whatever it is that you want to heal now 1296 00:57:02,150 --> 00:56:58,410 before I came here I started getting 1297 00:57:03,740 --> 00:57:02,160 really bad teeth problems and I was 1298 00:57:05,810 --> 00:57:03,750 finding out what's wrong all these years 1299 00:57:07,520 --> 00:57:05,820 I've you know I brush my teeth I do what 1300 00:57:09,770 --> 00:57:07,530 I'm supposed to do why am I having that 1301 00:57:11,720 --> 00:57:09,780 and then sure enough I got the next 1302 00:57:13,580 --> 00:57:11,730 message like you're not speaking you 1303 00:57:15,140 --> 00:57:13,590 know like well on two videos enough that 1304 00:57:18,500 --> 00:57:15,150 I'm putting out there's like no you need 1305 00:57:20,270 --> 00:57:18,510 to speak you know and and so finally the 1306 00:57:22,360 --> 00:57:20,280 second I could find I'm speaking and 1307 00:57:25,040 --> 00:57:22,370 Jason was calling to ask somebody about 1308 00:57:27,560 --> 00:57:25,050 some of my UFOs and all sort of stuff I 1309 00:57:29,630 --> 00:57:27,570 said well I have many people I can refer 1310 00:57:30,920 --> 00:57:29,640 you to but I have something I want to 1311 00:57:35,060 --> 00:57:30,930 talk about it's like yeah I'd love to 1312 00:57:38,780 --> 00:57:35,070 have you and second that happen done you 1313 00:57:41,360 --> 00:57:38,790 know and it's it's you have to try at 1314 00:57:43,430 --> 00:57:41,370 least if you truly want some answers you 1315 00:57:45,440 --> 00:57:43,440 have to try to go out there no matter 1316 00:57:47,569 --> 00:57:45,450 how crazy you will be no matter how much 1317 00:57:49,819 --> 00:57:47,579 your family will reject you because 1318 00:57:52,069 --> 00:57:49,829 you're living this life no one else 1319 00:57:53,630 --> 00:57:52,079 listed for you if you really think about 1320 00:57:55,519 --> 00:57:53,640 this whether you're standing there 1321 00:57:57,949 --> 00:57:55,529 observing me or I'm standing here 1322 00:57:59,180 --> 00:57:57,959 observing you how do we know that we're 1323 00:58:01,940 --> 00:57:59,190 not just part of each other's 1324 00:58:03,979 --> 00:58:01,950 imagination you know what if all if I'm 1325 00:58:06,589 --> 00:58:03,989 just part of your imagination and all of 1326 00:58:09,799 --> 00:58:06,599 this is just all within you and there's 1327 00:58:12,709 --> 00:58:09,809 no one else here really you know what I 1328 00:58:15,049 --> 00:58:12,719 mean so if you have an experience you're 1329 00:58:18,559 --> 00:58:15,059 having it for a reason go after yourself 1330 00:58:20,420 --> 00:58:18,569 instead of you know no it's okay to seek 1331 00:58:22,549 --> 00:58:20,430 for some help or you know for some 1332 00:58:25,219 --> 00:58:22,559 advice but to heavily rely on someone 1333 00:58:27,410 --> 00:58:25,229 like me or someone else to console and 1334 00:58:29,599 --> 00:58:27,420 give you something you will always just 1335 00:58:31,219 --> 00:58:29,609 be fed this great information but if you 1336 00:58:34,999 --> 00:58:31,229 don't do anything with it it's not going 1337 00:58:37,729 --> 00:58:35,009 to help you so thank you I hope I didn't 1338 00:58:41,329 --> 00:58:37,739 bore you too much I really appreciate it 1339 00:58:45,739 --> 00:58:41,339 and tomorrow I will be at my table and 1340 00:58:47,390 --> 00:58:45,749 probably between between 1 and 2 just 1341 00:58:49,400 --> 00:58:47,400 sitting there with my wife and kids so 1342 00:58:51,739 --> 00:58:49,410 if you guys have any questions please 1343 00:58:53,089 --> 00:58:51,749 feel free to stop by otherwise I'll be 1344 00:58:56,359 --> 00:58:53,099 somewhere else doing interviews with 1345 00:58:59,330 --> 00:58:56,369 people and so I hope to see you have a 1346 00:59:00,820 --> 00:58:59,340 good night and thanks for your time